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Sunday,Nov 8 2009, 06:28:54 AMHate Love,
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
11/8/2009 6:23 AMmmmmm.. seem sad...
It is funny how some people who have had their hearts broken lose their faith in the wonders of love and love itself for that matter. If you are one of these people and you think that it is love that wronged and failed you, you have to have second thoughts about this. You should take from this breakup advice that it is not love that fell short on you, but the person who once possessed that love. If you lose your grip on love, you will find it hard to love another person again, or even yourself. So if you have just been out of the relationship and you are starting to hate love, reclaim your position and hate, if necessary, only the person who failed and deserted you.
Love will come to you again in its own time, and you have to embrace it when it is yours. If you lose your faith in love, you will never be able to give it another chance. If love never had a chance, you may not be able to find the person who will love you until his or her last breath.
remember ...lose the person, not the love..