After Back at here and start on with my life, i found that things are going reverse and different. You had change a lot and from a very close fren, we become like those people who not knowing each other. I guess things are not only about u but also it is to all the frens. Try to phone them up to kick the town but it is no longer like before. I may not know when this things will gonna end but im sure that one day, things will get back to normal but it does make all the differences. Its like a black issue in life. From country to the city and metropolis, things change some get better some get worst. I guess no words are made to decribe the feelings

I thank God for my second angel in life. For most of the things that you had done. For most of the times you spend with me. Even though 2 months may seems to be fast, but i found myself happy and cherish to be with you. First i tot things are going to be the same with u, but i was wrong and im sorry for that. U told me that u have to torn urself and u got no choice but to choose rocks when u could see a diamond. I guess the only things that i have to say is that u have a choice and u had choose wat u prefer. Im glad bout that too i guess that is the real u. Things may not turn the way it suppose to be. I may regard to know you so much but still life have to goes on. One of the greatest and reality things that i learn is that when we are angry it means that we still care. When we had no feelings towards something it may be because we dont give a damn bout it anymore. I have told you the things that i wanna told u. The only Choice for u to make, u know it clearly in you heart.

Thank you for being a temporary attachment
Thank you for teaching me lots of lesson
Thank you for letting me know the meaning of love
Thank you for being there temporary

This is the black issue in life

        It Weird har .. Way to solve happy and unhappy moment. Unhappy yes we have to solve it but happy u ever heard of it ??? Sometimes ... ppl tend to lose their anger when they are unhappy. They think of death, think of dying ??? But does it really works ?? Do it really helps u to solve ur really problem. not it doesnt .. ON the othe way round, they will only makes their love on to get hurt. There is no parents who dont love their children. Even if they are angry or frust or .. even say that " u r not my son or daughther anymore" but still in their heart, they kids are always the number 1, the first choice. When u think of ur wanna die .. pls .... ur family is out there~!

        Now there are some effective ways to solve ur un happiness. U can drop it out on a piece of paper.. or write in into a story. After drop in down dont u ever look back to the paper. Try to find a beautiful place and buried it .. For me i would like to recommend a shaded place especially under a tree. Remember the date  buried it .. now u will feel so much better. Try to forget the moment by think that everyday is a better day. Without ur action today .. happiness will not come.. Remember that there are always people who are unlucky then u ... Do they survive till now .. Probably i can say yes. ~! Wil all the love in ur life, u can feel that ur life is never colorless. Try to do something for our society ... Some unlucky people, they realyl need our helps.

        Now for the happy moment, how should we ever remember it ? i would recommened on drawing or graphic. Picture worth more than a thousand words so if u r a good artist. I would like to congrats u. Because, ur life is alr been colored by u. But if u r not a good artist u can capture ur happy moment down... when u look back the picture after all days of tiring, that is what u call xinfu ~! There was once that i feel so meaningful to me. I caught rain and was on my way home. After taking a shower, i sit on the sofa and look outside the window. Yet i can see the art and beautiful or rain even thought i get "wet" hehhe

Life like this..

Thats how God arrange us ~!

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Dj Tanaka                                                                                          18.11.2006

Nike Model

“I don’t waNnaBe AnyThinG OtHer ThaN Me”, a LyriC FroM Gavin Degraw Song. For Me I DroWn IntO tHiZ Song wHeN I FirSt geT intO da SeRieZ “One Tree Hill”. NoW iF SomeBody EveR AsK U, if You Are GiveN a ChanCe 2 Be oR tO LiVe a LiFe of SumBodY, WhO wilL he Or Sh3 Be??? I BeliEvE tHaT MoSt oF uZ wilL ChooZE cEleBraTieS rigHt. So dO I, wHen I wAs AsKeD FoR da F1rSt TimE. It WaS tHeN untiL da Day I ReAliZe tHaT I Jz WaNnA Be MyselF, Be wHo I aM.

It WaS a SunNy EvEninG wHeN I Us3 To HaVer Round at My BatTlegrouNd. It All gOeS wEll UntiL I SprainEd My aNkle. The Pain WaS like NeVaR B4. It LikAR HunDreDz oF NeeDleS strikEz InTo My NerVEs. DayZ goeS bY aS I StruGgLe. I prAy FoR tHiS aNkLe 2 HeaL, tO ReCoVeR, tO Be LiKe BeFoRe, To Do wHaT I AlwayZ dO, To P3rFoRm wHat I UsE To B3. By tHaT Time, I don’T wAnNa Be AnytHinG OtHer tHan Me. YeaH, pErHapS tH3 Song WriTar HaD DizcoVard iT Long TimE aGo. I ShoulD aPpreCiatE wHat I Had in Me. BeCauSe MyliFe is WhaT I Had and I hAd ChoSeN.

NoW , AsK Me AgaiN, DefiniTely I wAnNa Be mE. I LoVe wHat I Am and wAt I HaVe anD aLl AbouT Me MakEz Me wHo I Am. As I wAlK tHrouGh mY JourNey, I cHanGe in Many Wayz. My Mind TolD Me tHat I Can chooZe aNi DireCtIoN aS lOnG aS itZ mOvinG 4wArD. NoW I Had Growth FroM NoviCe tO aChiVisT, FrOm A HomEtOwN KiD to MoRe MatuRe, I LoVe wHo I Am and MosT of All I Don’t WaNna B AnytHing OtHeR tHaN Me.


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Deejay Tanaka 5th May 2006