• the snow

• The snow kept coming down.quietly,ghost-like,covering the land,deeper and deeper.It seemed as if it would go on forever.
  It was the first snowfall of the year.
  
  Billy looked through the kitchen window,lost in the whiteness outside.he felt like diving into the snow and burying himself in its softness.
  
  "Billy"his mother shouted.She was standing at his side,but had to raise her voice because he was not listening.
  
  "Do you have to call me Billy?"
  "I meant Bill,"his mother answered quickly."I forgot how close you are to being a man.Go help Pa with the fence."
  
  Bill started out toward the fence.That was the story of his life....fixing this,fixing that....
  
  He walked slowly...the falling snow had a strange power,a power that did not seem real...it was like magic.
  Billy wanted to keep going,wishing there was no fence to reach or fix.
  And then suddenly,out across the fields he went -- he did not know what he was doing.
  He liked to help his father.but he kept thinking that at home he would never be more than a boy with small jobs to do.
  And working with Pa was not much fun.Pa did not talk much.
  He crossed the frozen creek,and then walked up into the hills.When he came down into the flat lands,he began to run,racing against the whole world.
  Then,he saw his friend Joey,standing near his father's barn,with a pail in his hand.
  "what's got into you?" Joey asked.
  "I just feel good,that's all."
  "You look kind of funny,"Joey said.
  Billy wiped this hot face with snow."I don't think I ever felt so good."
  Joey said he was going to the Town Hall for music and dancing and Billy went with him.
  The Town Hall was on a hill between two long valleys.As they drove up,they heard music coming out of the Hall.
  Joey tied the sled and horse.Billy looked out over the east valley.all he could see was shite through white : the low white hills through the snowflakes.
  "Come on,"Joey called to him."You'll catch cold standing out there."
  "Inside the Hall,the air was sweet and warm.Some of the girls smiled at Billy in a funny way.He could not tell if the smiles were friendly or not.
  He turned back to the door and decided to stand there for a moment and then go.There was too much noise inside...
  "You're standing right in a draft,"someone said to him.It was one of Joey's cousins,Sheila,Sheila something-or other.She lived in the next town.Billy didn't even know her last name.
  "Oh."he said,his face getting red;he moved a little.
  "You're still in it,"She said.
  Billy looked at her.She was sort of pretty,with long black hair,blue green eyes.But Billy wished she would go away."It's only fresh air,"he said."Go pick on somebody else."
  I'm not picking on you;I'm trying to help you,that's what."
  "Too many think they're helping when they're not."Billy said.
  She studied him."well,"she said,"that's true."
  Then she smiled."You don't like it in here,do you?"
  "I feel better outside."And he answered.
  "it's the snow...I saw you through the window,just before you came in.I feel that way myself about a first snow."
  

I need
I fall in your hug and close my eyes
and my eyes sleepfull
I need to cry and hide my tears
in your hug
…take me…
...hide me…...
…embrace me…
…love me…
I need
I touch your hand
I look at your eyes
I feel
tremble with  your hand
appetence with your eyes
I'm  living my world in your found
I'm looking my step with your eyes
I'm feeling the warmth with your feelings
I'm listening my song with your ears
I'm smelling the fragrance with your smell
you know why
because you always with me
and you dwelled actualy inside me
I said you before that
I'm dwelling in your love
And I said you
I can't be away and forget you
Believe me
My heart is living with your love
And he can't never forget you

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