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Sunday,Nov 16 2008, 05:52:12 PMSurvey #16

Do you know a secret about your last ex that would embarrass them?
Don't think it would embarrass him.

What is one fact about the last person who called/texted you?
I'm way stronger than her even though she exercises a LOT.

Like singing to people?
I don't like being around people.

Last movie you saw in theaters?
Quantum of Solace.

How many pills do you take a day?
On a good day, 1. On a bad day 7-8.

Like anyone?
Yeah, but that's only because I don't see them as "human beings".

Plans for this weekend?
It IS the weekend, and I'm finishing an assignment.

Like to argue?
No.

Name 3 emotions at this exact moment?


What color shirt are you wearing?
Red and white.

Do you love where you live?
Oh, if you only knew...

What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
The only thing I remember is what I was feeling, and that was pretty damn bad.

Have you ever met a gay person?
Are you fucking kidding me?

Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
Not yet.

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Yes.

Do you bump into someones arm if you want to hold their hand?
No.

Last time you were truly happy?
Last night, Dave's fucking amazing.

Anything annoying you?
Besides everything?

Do you flip your pillow to the cold side?
I've stopped doing that for some reason.

Do you sleep with one leg out from under the covers?
No fucking way, they'll get me.

Do you want a small or big wedding?
Small. But I WILL walk around in my wedding dress for everyone to see.

What woke you up this morning?
My tired brain.

Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Yeah. My mother, and my Dave.

Last time you said something funny?
Today. I'm not sure if it was funny per se, but the girl laughed.

Do you like candy necklaces?
With the birds I'll share this lonely view.

Do you have a bad habit?
I have several bad habits.

How many times have you eaten sushi?
A few.

Do you write anything on your hand?
Haven't done that in a while.

Last time you felt obligated?
Always.

Something your hoping for?
b&

Listening to anything?
RHCP

Have a guy best friend?
Dave :)

First girl you would turn to for advice?
Myself.

Happy with life?
Yeap, suicidal ideation is for happy people.

Mad for any reason?
Furious.

Are you letting a boy control you?


Do you have things that belong to your ex?
Yes.

Can you live without the computer?
Can I? Yes. Do I want to? No.

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Nope.

Do you get along with guys or girls better?
Guys. Most females are whores.

Do you hide your emotions?
I try to, but I suck at it.

Has anyone ever called you baby?
My ex, a few other people, my Davy.

What book are you reading?
Still Nietzsche.

Does anyone stalk you?
Yes.

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
Midday.

When was the last time you had pizza?
I can't even remember.

What do you wish you had right now at this moment?
Coke, a smoke, and Dave.

When was the last time you got really upset?
Last night. It was all my fault, too. lol

Has someone ever made you a BuildABear?
A what? Why would anyone do that?

Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
No. My mom gave me a cat once, though.

What did you do last night?
I talked to my Dave.

What are your plans tonight?
Assignment.

What is something you need to go shopping for?
Clothes. Seriously. And a huge ass mirror.

Who's birthday is coming up?
Dad, Dave.

Were you happy when you woke up?
No.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
I don't like kids.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
No, I *know* I've made a difference in someone's life.

Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
Not on purpose.

Would you do anything to have someone back in your life?
No.

What do you think of people who have their name tattooed on them?
Their own name? That's just strange.

What are you currently thinking about?
My next tattoo.

When's the perfect time to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
There's no such thing as a "perfect" time.

What are the last spoken words you heard?
"See you on Tuesday".

Do you ever just take random pictures of yourself when you're bored?
No.

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
No.

Who was the last person that called you?
Classmate.

Where were you on July 4th?
It's just another day for me. I was probably at home.

What did you do today?
Assignment.

Are you ticklish?
Very.

Who's thinking about you right now?
I'm guessing Dave or my mother.

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11/18/2008 6:30 PMdave

syndronism
thebigmac.ex 19, London, United Kingdom
seriously who the fu*k comes up with these lame ass questions and where the fu*k do you manage to get the attention span to answer them all.........
i think thats the third one, how many of these are there in total

11/18/2008 6:36 PMRe: dave

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Netherlands
They're MySpace surveys, I think. I'll keep posting till I get really REALLY sick of them.

11/18/2008 6:39 PMRe: Re: dave

syndronism
thebigmac.ex 19, London, United Kingdom
i get suicidal thoughts just reading them how do you ever manage

11/18/2008 6:40 PMRe: Re: Re: dave

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Netherlands
I skip some of the questions. I posted this survey because I was upset. They help me relax.

11/18/2008 6:41 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: dave

syndronism
thebigmac.ex 19, London, United Kingdom
i tell you what else helps you to relax............................................................................

11/18/2008 6:42 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: dave

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Netherlands
No.

11/18/2008 6:45 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: dave

syndronism
thebigmac.ex 19, London, United Kingdom
i didnt even say anything

11/18/2008 6:47 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: dave

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Netherlands
I can read minds.

11/18/2008 6:49 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: dave

syndronism
thebigmac.ex 19, London, United Kingdom
i could have said skinning a rabbit.....helps me to relax

11/18/2008 6:51 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: dave

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Netherlands
That's not what you were gonna say.

11/18/2008 6:56 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: dave

syndronism
thebigmac.ex 19, London, United Kingdom
fair enough you win, but a bit of THC always helps

11/18/2008 6:57 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: dave

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Netherlands
You know what else helps? A bullet through your brain.

11/18/2008 7:15 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: dave

syndronism
thebigmac.ex 19, London, United Kingdom
would that really help you

11/18/2008 8:16 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: dave

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Netherlands
Yes.

11/18/2008 8:21 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: dave

syndronism
thebigmac.ex 19, London, United Kingdom
i understand

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I have a rendezvous with Death
At some disputed barricade

It may be he shall take my hand
And lead me into his dark land
And close my eyes and quench my breath—

I have a rendezvous with Death

And I to my pledged word am true,
I shall not fail that rendezvous.





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