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Tuesday,Aug 25 2009, 07:23:18 PMUpdates! Need To Resolve This!
Well...I Am Free Today! So...Update Time!!! Been Enjoying My School Life As Usual... I Settle The Conflict With My Father...Well...For The Better Cause...I Cannot Stand Using A Laptop With Faulty Fan...It's Like A Unexpected Time Bomb...It Will Go Off Anytime & All My Work Down The Drain...Then Using The Netbook The Screen Is Way Too Small To Figure My Work...So I Got A Macbook Pro...13 Inch...Throw In $400 From My Pocket For Microsoft Office, Apple Care & Extra Accessories...Still I Will Drop Down On My Record Book On What I Owe My Father...It Still Doesn't Change The Fact That I Hate Him...Then Regarding My Relationship...It Seems I Got Stuck On How To Break Off With Her...I Am Too Busy With My School Work...Then She Got A Job Recently...Which I Must Say A Good Riddance From Her...She Minding Her Own Job While I Busy Studying...Sooner Or Later Must Find A Loophole & Attack It...Then Break Off...Sometimes I Ask Myself...Why I Got Into This Stupid Meaningless Relationship...I Know Because Of Curiosity & Sake Of Having Fun Since I Got Time To Waste During That Period...Now 1 Month Already...I Don't See Progress...I Don't See Much Chemistry Between Us...Sometimes I Trying To Be Nasty...She Still Takes My Shit...What A Brainless Woman...I Know What I Said Here You Could Have A Very Horrible Impression Of Me On How I Treat My Girlfriend...Now From What I Learnt From This Relationship Is...I Cannot Find Someone Who Just Likes Me Only...I Need To Find Someone Who I Like & She Likes Me Too...The Idea Of Needing Both Hands To Clap...Now I Only Feeling One Hand...Not Clapping...More Like Slapping On My Face... Seriously...Advice From My Brothers Is...I Like Ok...If I Don't...Don't Even Bother To Waste Time...Move On...I Also Like...What I Got Into A Woman Who Isn't Kinda My Standard Checklist Minimum Requirement...I Wondering After I Preached So Much About Her Slimming Down...About How She Take Care Of Herself...About How She Need To Go Get A Job & Go Study & Get A Qualification...Will She Actually Go Do It For The Sake Of Me...I Am Curious...Will She Transform? Enough Of This Problem...I Know Sooner Someday Or Somehow I Will Break Off From Her...She Is Totally Ineligible For The Other Half Of My Eternal Pendant...Alright! That's All For Now...See Ya!!!


9/13/2009 1:45 PMthis will set u thinking....
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?