I dont understand but there's something bothering me.  I can sense it deep within me. A feeling so weird, it is totally undescribeable by words nor action.  It is growing inside of me although I don't know what is it....*Sigh*...

I can sense this amicable change taking place within but I just couldn't put any words into it.  "Maybe" I thought "if I pen it down, the sensation will go off". I am trying so desperately to figure it out but to no avail! No it's not Gibson and definitely not my late father's memories that's troubling me so much.  It is something I never had before..

Sometimes I feel so darn happy thinking my days are just too blessed with joyfulness. That time you can see me with this big sweet smile on my face. I don't smile a lot cause I am a no nonsense type. So do not mess with me okay! Don't say I didn't warn you..He He Kidding lar...My friends in school or colleges never make me feel so happy like the ones I have in my work place. Thank God for blessing me with the not-so-childish friends. However I am not suggesting that we should go about trusting them so much. That is a LAME MAN talk lar.