It could be... But I know what is going to happen today. My family is going to call. As for today is September 12th. Which means that it is September 11th in America.  My mother will first call to tell me that she loves me, then she will go on to say that today is the aniversary of the 9/11 tragedy that happened while I was in college.  For us Americans, this is a day that will always bring sadness. For me though, it is a day I would just like to forget. The whole world wants to move on. Although america likes to remind everyone about this. Anyways not too sure why I am writing this. Maybe it's some kind of way for me to say, "STOP FORGET IT"! haha

As I laid in bed last nite I relized that my life is really ok.  My Mother calls me daily from America. I have my own company in China. I have wonderful friends. And all the food I could ever eat, and even an airconditioned and heated Apartment. I have alot to be thankful for.  I will never starve or be homeless.  So myself and others like me have no right to complain about what they dont have.  I never asked to be rich, and I'm not. Im just comfortable, and thats more than fine with me.  I think greed should be controlled like an emotion.  I got in the shower about and hour ago and relized my water was too hot. Should I complain?  Of course not. I know that there are people here in hangzhou that don't have hot water.  So anyone that is sad because the can't afford that new Laptop or TV. Just remember what you do have. Friends are priceless, success is priceless.  Ane even if you are just a college student or a farmer; you are successful.  Congartulations Farmer. You provide rice for your country to eat. Congarts Student, you made it past highschool.  I gotta go to work now... I'll write later!

OK... It's 2:30am and I sit at home alone again in "The Most Beautiful City in China(杭州)".  I just got home from a date with a lovely girl.  She has lovely long hair about 170cm and beautiful build.  The date couldn't have went better. Well, untill she revieled her plan to me..."I love America, I want to go there".  I thought it was too fast. I have been in China for 3 years and yes, I have had alot of dates.  But, WHY can't I find a good girl?  Am I looking in the wrong places?  I think the answers lie in the thoughts between the zhongguoren and the laowai..

Zhongguoren Thoughts: The Good, Bad, and The Ugly 

"The Good"--Laowai always leave, they are not here for a true relationship.  They like to play too much. Too open.  Move too quick in the relationship.  Parents might not accept.

"The Bad"--Laowai are good for 1 nite stands.  I just want to experience sth different.  Good to play with.  They have money.

"The Ugly"-- Laowai can take me to another country, Like America or England.

Laowai Thoughts: The Good, Bad, and The Ugly

"The Good"--  They always think Im gonna leave them, and break their heart...

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Well you all know where this is going...

My point is, That I have been here for 3 years, and I want to find my princess.  Right not there are about 6 girls that want to date me, but everyone has sth in mind to get from me. The only thing I want to give is my heart. I'm "The Good".   so when is it my turn? Why do nice guys finish last?  OK I'm done complaining... Going to bed, Bye Everyone