Sunday,Nov 4 2007, 03:42:27 AMWish it were easy.

I don't even know what to write right now. I just have a weighted mind and I need to unload...but what? Complaints probably, though I shouldn't. I'm just alittle grumpy because I'm sickly, my feet hurt, and my intellect often fails me. I've just been employed by Books a Million, still in the training phase yet I think I'm getting the hang of it. However I say my intellect falters because though I love books, and I've read alot of them, none that I've read really benefit me all that much. I read mostly fiction, sci-fi/fantasy, so besides maybe boosting my knowledge of urban legends, myths and perhaps some grammar here and there, I couldn't tell you much about Hawking, or discuss political science and what not.  In fact, I want to become an Art Teacher/Therapist but honestly I'm not fluent in my art history either.

 You know what, there are deeper things troubling me and this is all I can muster up. Things I cannot say because I don't know how to say them. So I'll just have to work it out on my own. I wish life came with an easy button.
 

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Saturday,Aug 18 2007, 02:41:22 PMStrange situations

Lately life has placed me in situations that I've never been through before. First off there's the fact that I was placed between my two best friends in a terrible argument. I was the messenger and middle woman. Luckily though the situation is resolved and we're all getting along now. I know better now, not saying that if I'm ever put in this situation again that I'll make it all better, but at least I know how to carry myself.

But now I'm in a whole new situation. I feel weird making this into a public journal because I know he'll be reading it, but ...

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Wednesday,Jul 4 2007, 07:43:13 PMFeeling sorry for myself

A pointless "I just need to get it out of my mind" type of blog entry. Last night my great grandmother passed away. She had been sick for a while, she was 93 years old so her death was alittle expected, but still a saddening none the less. Of course I'm sad about it, but I'm more concerned about my grandmother, mother and aunt. Everyone seems to be handling it well enough under the circumstances though. I mostly worry about my grandma because it woudl've been her sister's birthday 3 days ago (whom passed away a few years ago), my grandpa passed away ...

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