My ex-girl friend,i met her when she was still in secondary level in school and it happens that she lives in the School Hostel,we felt in love to each other after so many months of trial to each other.Am working but as a part time student and because she came from a poor family,all i earned as a salary,am using it to take care of her.We love ourselves so much that we always cries when we are apart especially whenever she went back to school.We normally sing Westlife tittled"TELL ME WHAT MAKES A MAN"I used to cry like a babe just because am missing my lover and she always got sick whenever she went back to school especially when i could not visit her for just a week,she will became serious ill just because she was missing me.We shared things together,i took her as my future wife without knowing that women are not meant to be trust.After she graduated from Secondary School,There is a guy who swore that he must sleep with her and i called her and told her everything but still she later felt a victim.I met her as virgin and i promised her not to touch her untill we got married even though i do not marry her,i told her that her Husband will be the happiest man on earth but i do satisfies her whenever she desires sex by giving her a tough oral sex that she must enjoy very well just for her to keep the virginty but she later went to the boy without my concept until i caught them and since then i havent have a girl friend less of lover because  i thought all women are the same.Now is a problem to me because i dont have the happiness of talking to a girl but i desperately need a girl friend that may result to marriage because i want to settle down now.I want someone who can fill the vacuum she created for last 4 years and not someone who will renew the vacuum.But can i still trust a woman?I dont know yet until i deal with the good one because now i believe there must be a good out of twelve.Have a nice day and stay cool.