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Friday,Nov 6 2009, 03:33:50 PMIronies
Four years ago, I bought an English grammar book for my "O" levels and mugged the hell out of it. Three years later, I'd never imagine I'd join that publisher ._.'''' When I was with the publisher, I made press kits, I called the various media and disseminated the kits via courier.
Feels surreal to be back in the game. Kinda like having back an old friend you thought you'd never see again ~^.^~
So the trade-off isn't exactly my soul for invincibility all along - just my silence ._. My friends are still around me, once again, I'm really grateful for that. People change, yes, but for old time's sake, they keep to each other - it is out of love that they accept others for flaws and what they truly are, will become and/or can become. I'm very grateful that I found people in life who'd still accept me despite how often I really change my mentality. Always will be =)
Met several girls with the same problem of not having friends to reciprocate their feelings. Girl 1 is friendless, Girl 2 has many friends, Girl 1 and Girl 2 are friends, but Girl 2 doesn't see G1 as her best friend and it upsets G1.
I was that G1 once. Then one fine day, rather than deciding to be friendless, I decided to be the best friend I could be to my best friends - even if they didn't reciprocate the same way. We grew up. We're still crazy as ever, though with lesser energy. Heck =.=''' The regular peeps are talking about children waaayyyy more often now.
K: *pretends to be CX* MY SON is in XXX school leh..... Scores distinctions in EVERYTHING! MY SON this... MY SON that.... *reverts to normal* Then she'll be showing off her enormous diamond ring whenever possible and she'll play mah jong everyday.
CX: Tsk *shakes head* Nonono, I'll say: Son! Look at Uncle K. NO CHILDREN! 50 years old already and NO CHILDREN! Don't be like him when you grow up, k?
Heheh... Just like the old days. I guess we haven't grown that far apart =P I was too tired from running around town during the day to contribute to much for that party - other than accidentally wishing the birthday girl happy belated birthday instead of happy be-earlied. Whole room laughed, but I was just too tired to do anything else.
Getting old indeed. Lol. I need my old stamina back. Ugh. Need the energy and willpower to run in heels and backwards if I wanna stay on in this field.
I'll see what my happy ending for 2009 is at the end of this year. Heheh.... For once in my life, I can't predict where the hell I'll be sitting in the morning of 31 dec. I really have no idea where I'm gonna be, what I'm gonna do, or even if I have any energy left to deal with the logistics. Then again, I never really do deal with logistics.
Life begins at 21, eh? Hahahah.... That I'd like to see. 2010 is gonna be one heck of an interesting ride... But till then, I guess I'll satisfy myself with what's left of 2009 and my sanity =)