got nth better to do,, so i guess i'd at least drop sth in here,, things are pretty low lately,, dunno why,, sigh,, been regretting lately,, regret not being able to aim higher,, not being able to try harder,, not being able to strive harder,, not being able to see clearly,, not being able to take the opportunity when it came,, not being able to be thr,, not being able to express my feelings,, not being able to say it out loud,, and in the end, i've lost,, sigh,, sometimes, i wonder wat is the purpose of me livin on,, when all i ever get is juz stares, insults, injuries,tears and hurt,, i appreciate wat i have,, but thr's always sth thr unfulfilled,, i try and try,, but they're juz left as dreams,, i wish i could turn back time,, i wish i could erase all my past mistakes,, we're all juz living in a world full of lies,, and fairy tales with happy endings do not exist,, they're all juz fables and myths,, everyone's talkin bout each other,, nothing is fair in this world,, it would be fair to him, but not fair to u,, i would be fair to u, but not fair to him,, life's liddat i guess,, sighzz,, till then,, ciao,,   -JuLJuL-

We belong together

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody there
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

[Chorus]

[Repeat chorus]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody else
We belong together

We belong together..

 Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible
because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same
time,
sweet feeling.

U will be sitting around wondering if u meant
anything to him/her.

Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's
him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will
surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of
him/her, missing the final episode of your favourite
show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u
were out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars
again, talking about everything, your
dreams,plans,future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her
online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not
return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is
okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to
cope with being lonely and let u know that there is
actually a feeling known as emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U
know
that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of
loving/caring for him/her.

But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is
feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being
left alone.

So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them
know. At the same time, ask if they miss u. Don't
let the feeling of missing someone become
jealousy or paranoia. If u are the one being missed
and u know it, let the other party know.