Thursday,Oct 29 2009, 04:00:36 PMif you can understand...

im too into it.....

something's doom to be...

so let it be...

 lonely even friends around....

faking a smile....

can't get to sleep....

easily awaken by slight sounds....

at a loss...

wanna escape....

stay alone...

talktive otherwise uncommunicative...

depress....upset...mood down....

wasting time and money doing nothing....

keep making unwise decisions...

actions and words contrasted.....

being stupid...

look awful...

sensitive....

wondering acting the way people buy or just the way i am...

thinking of the days  might spend alone in the future...will like the song...All by Myself...

.....I think of all the friends I've known but when I dial the telephone nobody's home...

nerves...anxious...

social phobia....

the October Sydrome....