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Saturday,Nov 7 2009, 02:59:22 PM500 days of Summer

等咗一个夏天,终于等到500 Days of Summer……

好多人会研究Tom,不过Summer先系我嘅重点....

因为我觉得自己嘅谂法都好Summer...

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下面一段系最得我心嘅对话:

(Tom嘅F我唔记得叫咩名,简称F。S=Summer T=Tom)

F:So, do you have a boyfriend?

S:No.

F:Why not?

S:Cause I don't want one.

F:Come on. I don't believe that.

S:You don't believe a woman could enjoy being free and independent?

F:[Robotic Voice]Are you a lesbian?

S:No,I'm not a lesbian.I just don't feel comfortable being anyone's girlfriend. I don't actually feel comfortable being anyone's anything,you know.

F:I don't know what are you talking about.

S:Really?

F:Nope.

S:OK.Let me break it down for you.

F:Break it down.

S:OK.I like being on my own.Relationships are messy and people's feelings get hurt. Who needs it? We're young. We live in one of the most beautiful cities in the world.Might as well have fun while we can and...save the serious stuff for later.

F:Holy shit.You're a dude.She's a dude.

Tom终于忍唔住要搭话啦……

T:Okay.But wait,wait.What happerns of you fall in love?

Summer笑咗一下……

T:What?

S: Well, you don't believe that, do you?

T:It's love. It's not Santa Claus.

S:Well, what does that word even mean?I've been in relationships and I don't think I've ever seen it.

T:Well maybe that's-

S:And most marriges are ended in divorces these days. Like my parents.

T:Okay. Mine too, but-

F: Me thinks the lady doth protest too much.

S:The lady dothn't.There's no such thing as love.It's a fantasy.

T:Well, I think you're wrong.

S:Okay.Well,what is it that I'm mising then?

T:I think you know it when you feel it.

S:I guess we can just agree to disagree.

T:Yeah.

F:[Slams Table]Okay.Who's singing next?

S:I nominate Young werther here.

T:I'm not nearly frunk enough to---

呢个时候Summer即刻叫——

S:Bartender.

句句都speak my heart。。。

最神奇嘅系,我同汤丸兄都有段几乎一样嘅对话……

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Summer同Tom讲,I just wanna tell you that..um..I'm not really looking... for anything serious....Is that okay?

Cause some people kind of freak out when they hear that..

一开始会想讲所以嘢讲清楚,唔想有lable,唔想明确咁identify Boyfriend or Girlfriend,

对于Tom 问嘅 What's going on here, with us?

答案会系I don't know....

半夜去到Tom个度道歉,Tom叹晒气咁讲:

Look,we don't have to put a label on it.That's fine.I get it.But, you know. I just need some consistency.I need to know that you're not gonna wake up in the morning... and ....feel differently..

答案系 I can't give you that...Noboday can.

我俾唔到咁嘅承诺你。。。

最后一次遇见,

T:You never wanted to be anybody's girlfriend,and now you're somebody's wife.

S:Surprised me too.

T:I don't think I'll ever understand that.I mean,it doesn't make sense.

S:It just happened.

T:Right, but that's what I don't understand.What just happened?

S:I just— I just woke up one day,and I knew.

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有几个明瞭我性格思想行为怪异嘅F会好奇我到底以后会同点嘅人系一齐,其实正如Summer咁,I just woke up one day,and I knew.可能某一日训醒觉得自己开窍啦,可以搵个人过人世啦,咁咪去搵咯,唔一定系几特别嘅人。。。不过呢一刻我暂时感觉洗可预见嘅十年内都未会来临。。。

 

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