Tuesday,Sep 30 2008, 08:18:19 PMagh..

hah, i was in the hospital agien today. It was no-fun. I'm having so bad cold, that i felt like my heart was about to explode, so i went there all by my self ( hah, skipped school XD ). The doctor was a huge bitch, who said that i'm just imaginening it, and said to take a pain pill. So she didn't even test anything, just becuz' she saw from my papers that i was suicidal. Fuck, i don't need thisd crap now, dammit. And i cant eat any my familys regular painpill becuz' of my heart meds, and i couldn't go buy any diffirent type of painkillers. My head is killing me. fuck. luckly my heart isn't hurting anymore.

I was aloud out alone few days ago. It was soo wierd. It was cold and dark when i went to this childerns park. And there was no lights so i kept on going. And when i finally reach the lights i almost fainted and ppl just thought i was drunk or sumthing.. So i basicly growled home, and everything was fuzzy and there was no ppl who would help me, and i lost my phone ( i got it back though) 

Yeah, my week so far <3
 

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