i don't wanna think any negative thoughts with the world I'm living in right now...

I know that I'm inlove... I should be happy... 

with all those rumors, doubts I guess I still kept on pretending that I'm not hurt.. that its okay... and all that matters is all the things you're telling me...

but damn it! I'm not okay...

I want a relationship that is not me alone fighting... i need you... i need you so much baby!