no such thing as  yoo lost it all 

your on a ride yoo mite as well open your eyes

ive been waiting for yoo here i am

here we are we just begun

we're growing strong

so

this is me and there's no where on earth i would rather be

its a new world its alive with the feeling of young hearts
 

Okay, I found this from a site, and I thought it was really important to put here. I know that people feel this way, and choosing suicide as your way out isn't the answer. Don't just skim through these words, please take the time to read the whole thing.

You've decided to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- please try to consider these facts first:

Suicide is not usually successful.

You know a guaranteed way? Ask the 25 year old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But, both of his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humour. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.

What about pills? Ask the 12 year old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.

What about a gun? Ask the 24 year old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his 'foolproof' suicide.

You might too. But... who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job -- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your sister or brother? The carefully worded 'loving' suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.

If you are reading this, steal it and put it in your site too. If you're seriously considering this permanent solution to a temporary problem, please find help. This isn't the way to go, you may think that everyone would just be better off without you, but have you ever seen a family who has lost a loved one to suicide? They're messed up, the parents usually get divorced, the siblings never talk to each other. This not only ends your life, it changes the lives of others around you, but not in a good way. There are people who love you, and people who have been through the same things as you, even though it may not seem like it at times. So please, seek help.


  & I hope you have realized;; Suicide's not the way out. There are so many other safer ways of dealing with your problems. Maybe you think it's easier to just die. But think of what you are giving up. You’re leaving your family, friends, and all the people who care about you and love you. And maybe you're not even that old yet, you have to experience life, find true love, that kind of stuff. Killing yourself isn't going to help. That's just running away from your problems, it's not solving anything, it's not making it better.

I know i can't convince you to not commit suicide, but just please think about everything a little before you do anything.

There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you. Everything will get better, and it will be okay.

So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor, just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times.

I guess sometimes everybody feels like they want to die at lease once in their life. And you think there is no other way, just read this over.

Remember:
You live to have fun, and joke around; not to be depressed. I know depression isn't an easy thing to get over, but it is possible. Please read this all it may change your live for ever. Please put this on your site so others can read it too!

What about all the hot boys you'll miss, growing up, having kids, a husband? Being a grandmother, honestly to die at 15 is not the answer.

the wind blue soft agentst my skin as i sat on the ground and watched the world go by me with no care's in the world but i had to go back to the world of dealth and muder and drug's i grabed me bag it was heave but how could it not be when by only friends were in there well thats what i called them anyway.

if i had to tell the truth then that would be i'm getting away with Murder

these people in the world hav been after me ever since i was thirteen after they killed my mother and father and everyone i ever cared about now i dont even show a smile ever i think if i did then something bad will happen i'm now seventeen its been four year since that day.

"Jamie Hey, Where you going we have to do the work to day or..or, hey are you ok? " lizzy was about of breth from running to cach up to me

"Why are you here? why did you wont to work with me ? but first let me tell you some thing if your trying to be my friend give up before you get hurt now go!" my voice was slow and stedy

"Huh!?.. Jaime we are ..." she broke of she was looking at the look on my face i could tell

"Lizzy Dont Say Were Friend's Because Than I have to leave this place with two reason's of leaving dont make that happen please just go home" now my voice was cold toware's her

there was a small nosie i looked behind her and there they were she fell, i got down to help her but the amed at me i jumped on to the top of the lampost and with one cold look down at them they were dead i jumped down i ran over to Lizzy

" This world will never be What I expected" i closed my eyes wishing tht this never happened there cold hearts do this just to get to me

 "it will be alright" i was shocked lizzy was looking up at me as if she knew what i was

"again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late" lizzy words they just came out her eye had tear's in them her closed her eyes and smiled up at me.

i turned around

"Huh... Your Alive !"

... to be contenued

and sorry i cant spell i got dislexeor hehe X