Have you ever tried the feeling of being so mad and so messed up!!!! A feeling that every one is against you! a feeling that u hate every one including your self, wanting to scream for help while knowing that no one out there can help you, wanting to cry because you feel it might heal but it does nothing but delay you to face your feeling !! Have you ever pictured the reality? This moment is the moment that will make u realize and remember the bitter truth about the life that u live! the truth that in ur normal mood wouldn’t like to think about and wouldn’t like to picture when u realize that all your problems and reality lines up in front of u when you feel that you are the only responsible one and no one can bear the responsibility but u! And u still can’t call out for help. You have to stand up alone for it, it is like a lost boat in the Mediterranean Sea, and have u ever felt the feeling of having no one to complain to?? Even the ones close to u?? the feeling of loneliness when u aren’t alone and on trying to risk and tell some one to solve a problem that might be small then u are getting ur self in a problem that is surly big they ,might say and think that it is for ur sake but u know what?? They aren’t living ur life to know! Have u ever felt that people are judging with out knowing when u are accused of not having any feelings or Mersey but do u think they really know?? Have you ever tried giving ur best with effort and not taking back except a simple sorry!!! Well is that enough? Should I accept sorry for a reward??
I have learned a lot of things in life in a matter of a fact it is hard to mention what I learned as they are uncountable and the coagulation of them makes u day dream with no awareness of the surrounding