Monday,Nov 30 2009, 10:05:00 AMIronic

Dear Journal,

       I remember one particular line of Allanis Morisset song "ironic", " meet the man of your dream and his beautiful wife..".This line best describe of one particular person I had just met recently. He look snobbish and serious at first (because our sealer machine is always breaking down and he is the maintenance of the filling line, he had this disappointing look at me when this this happen.)but as the days past by he become friendly and I can say that we got along well.

      One day while doing my work on the filling line, I accidently shift my view outside the glass window of the filling area, where he was located and doing his monitoring of the domino coder.  I saw him staring at me, and suddenly lowered down his sight when he  noticed  that I saw him. I was kindda wondering of his reaction that day but thought to myself that he maybe just got embarrased caught him on that situation,so I just ignore it. After a few days, one of my personnel told me on a very casual manner that this guy seems to have interest on me. I was a bit surprised to what my crew have just told me, come to think that its a statement came from a man.I ask my personnel why did he think that this guy seem to have interest on me? Well,according to him it is because it's too obvious that he is quite jolly making jokes on me and like he always wanted my attention to be on him, which I did not notice before. ( I think I really got numb..almost not feeling anything on my sorroundings..hahahha) After this conversation on my crew, I started making observation to this guy's action and I really don't know why and how it happened that I just suddenly feel that I like the guy also.He always makes me laugh even that his joke are not really that funny and everytime that our eyes meet he always have that look and smile making me smile also.But even before I already heard he is already married but not really confirmed it, until one night when our group was invited to have a get together to his friends place (a coworker also), we were be able to have a very long conversation come to think that it's a simple drinking session, It's like we are the only talking that night not minding all the people sorrounding us,He did say that he is already married, making me feel disappointed and all. But I was bit thankful that I already put on my head that this man is already taken so the hurt is not really that much unlike to those pain I have expirienced on my past unsuccesful relationship.

        Until now,I feel so disappointed because he may not say it, I know that he like me too. Well I guess it's my life and getting used to it anyway. I really cannot have it all.Almost everything that I have wanted is in front of me but still cannot reach it.... I cannot have it...

 - Cursed0721

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Sunday,Nov 22 2009, 03:27:03 AMRestless

Dear journal,

It's been a restless week for me, I have been thinking a lot of so many things. Things that I need not to worry but making me worried, and things that I really need to worry.I feel so stressed, because of my job, achieving dreams etc..I think I'm going to break down. I have been crying this past few nights because of this one particular matter which I really did not want to discuss here at my journal,I feel so helpless in achieving my dreams, that is why I'm crying a lot. I was one step closer of achieving it but still why I cannot reach ...

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Sunday,Nov 15 2009, 07:04:16 AMManny Paquiao: Stopping time

Dear journal,

It's sunday today and I wake up quite early today because i still have do something at the office. After taking a bath and put my clothes on I was ready to leave the baracks, when I noticed my neighbor are in groups and talking and chatting. I thought to myself, why are these people are gossiping this early, and come to think that majority on the group were male. Then one neighbor excitedly told to another neighbor; " Hey, get you t.v here (outside) we all need to prepare, it's going to be a very exciting match.." I was like thinking like ...

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