Wednesday,Oct 7 2009, 04:17:30 AMagain and again

im feeling like i have recognized something in me today. i am self-sabatoging my efforts at university. i was under the assumption that what was really bothering me has a huge impact on the career i have chosen but now i find that people are in the same situation and i should not be ashamed...which im not but i do worry about the effects that could occur. im tired and i have exams next week AND i have to read read read...ugh i hate reading boring books lol

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Monday,Oct 5 2009, 11:42:52 AMmonday morning blues

i woke up with her in my mind again. they say that if someone is on your mind, they are supposed to be there. i feel like i want a relationship with her but it hurts that i know she wont. if i cant have the relationship i want then i still want to be a part of her life. she lives so far away now and said i can go and visit her but i dont have a car yet. i have the money but i cant seem to find a good cheap car yet. i want to see her, damm i miss her so much. we met last year at school. she was the counselor there and i was a student. i told her i had ...

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Monday,Oct 5 2009, 03:14:00 AMmy weekend

i have accomplished much this weekend. written 5 papers for my classes and i will be reading as soon as im done here. im in a grouchy i need to vent mood and i dont have many friends to talk to so i'll vent here lol. im feeling upset at my friend vern who was supposed to come to a dinner i was having last week. i havnt taked to him since because i feel it isnt my place to call him and find out why he didnt come for my dinner. of course i do understand that things come up but not even a phone call from him?..i dont get it. ive noticed that since meeting ...

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