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- Gender:Male
- Age:21
- Country:Egypt
- City:Alexandria
Personal
- About me:i know that none of you know how my life really is and im not prepared to tell you
my secrets are kept to myself now , i will , however , explain the little bit that i can
i can feel my body rotting ever so slowly and painfully . i know im dying and that i cannot stop it
i wish i could have been born as someone else .i hate the way i am , the way i was born to be
i know it was my destiny to be that way but resent it.in short.i hate myself.
everyday when i go college i see people.most of them are normall . i see them with their girlfriends and boyfriends
acting like giddy fools.they know nothing and they are happy , My antimate friend once said
"ignorance is bless, i guess that would explain my depression" he was right about that.
i know so much while they know so little . i suffer for that.
should i choose happiness or knowledge ?
i still dont know the answer to that question
many things have slipped away from me because of who i am . i wanted to change that so much
i knew that i would not be able to and it angers me
the combination of my own violent beliefs mixed with my pas is a very deadly mix
i'm still waiting for someone to save me when i know very well that no one will come.
only time will tell what i will do . will i choose to kill ? maybe.
if i do , it's only your faul. you created me . you made me do this.
maybe i will find peace and live my own life, that is why im still here
maybe i do have hope,maybe i dont.maybe it's all in my head, maybe im a psycho.
im a psycho.im not normal and i know that.i do go crazy
sometimes i really cant handle it.it's painfull to live
it's also painfull to die
will i die soon ? will you die soon ? maybe
we are all just corpses , we are waiting to die
we all just want to live our livest to the fullest . do what we want
it's so hard to do that when you are like me , though.
my life is still undecided anything can tip me off.
im a "house of cards" just waiting to topple over , who will topple me over ?
who will change histroy ?
i know i will have to work for my "peace" but will i succeed ?
if i dont, you are all doomed.
i will kill all i must to be satisfied.i will not hesitate
i will be famous and at the same time i will be doomed
i would have to die
i was only sent on this earth to do my business
but will i enjoy my job ? i hope so , you do too - Language:[x] Arabic english italiano <3 hehe
- Interests:[x] music sketching football guitars surfing the net chilling wi
- Clubs & Organizations:[x] accacia
- Favorite books:[x] the Iliad and the Odyssey (for Homer) the Da vinci code (for
- Favorite music:[x] memories all i want 4 christmas(adeema bas el clip gamed) di
- Favorite TV programs:[x] F.R.I.E.N.D.S Buffy Angel Alias Smallville South Park
- Favorite movies:[x] the amityville horror pirates of the caribbean part 2 leon t
- Places I've Traveled To:[x] Sudia arabia emirates... and sure egypt :D
- I'm looking for:[x]Whatever... If you think you're cool, pop me into your list..
Dating
- Sexual Orientation:Straight
- Dating Status:In a Relationship
- Body Type:Average
- Eye Color:Black
- Religion:Muslim
- Smoking Habit:no
- Drinking Habit:no
- Interested in Meeting for:Friends
- Currently Living with:Spouse
- In a social setting, I'm:Shy at first, but warm up quickly
- TV watching habits:Movies
- Sense of humor:Friendly
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Monday,May 21 2007, 09:57:55 AM♥ So close to me ♥
so close to me

your voice rings true
in my eyes i see
the reflection of
your beautiful face
as you close your eyes
deeply breathe in the air
and smile sweetly at me

i know you are my one
my forever love
my only ever love
i know you feel the same
as you tousle my hair
and hold me in your
warm deep embrace
as you laugh at my idiosyncrasies
and you never make fun
when i pretend all day
when i never pray

you judge me not
but praise me well
you love me so as i do you
so close to me
your voice rings true

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