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  • About me:i know that none of you know how my life really is and im not prepared to tell you
    my secrets are kept to myself now , i will , however , explain the little bit that i can
    i can feel my body rotting ever so slowly and painfully . i know im dying and that i cannot stop it
    i wish i could have been born as someone else .i hate the way i am , the way i was born to be
    i know it was my destiny to be that way but resent it.in short.i hate myself.
    everyday when i go college i see people.most of them are normall . i see them with their girlfriends and boyfriends
    acting like giddy fools.they know nothing and they are happy , My antimate friend once said
    "ignorance is bless, i guess that would explain my depression" he was right about that.
    i know so much while they know so little . i suffer for that.
    should i choose happiness or knowledge ?
    i still dont know the answer to that question
    many things have slipped away from me because of who i am . i wanted to change that so much
    i knew that i would not be able to and it angers me
    the combination of my own violent beliefs mixed with my pas is a very deadly mix
    i'm still waiting for someone to save me when i know very well that no one will come.
    only time will tell what i will do . will i choose to kill ? maybe.
    if i do , it's only your faul. you created me . you made me do this.
    maybe i will find peace and live my own life, that is why im still here
    maybe i do have hope,maybe i dont.maybe it's all in my head, maybe im a psycho.
    im a psycho.im not normal and i know that.i do go crazy
    sometimes i really cant handle it.it's painfull to live
    it's also painfull to die
    will i die soon ? will you die soon ? maybe
    we are all just corpses , we are waiting to die
    we all just want to live our livest to the fullest . do what we want
    it's so hard to do that when you are like me , though.
    my life is still undecided anything can tip me off.
    im a "house of cards" just waiting to topple over , who will topple me over ?
    who will change histroy ?
    i know i will have to work for my "peace" but will i succeed ?
    if i dont, you are all doomed.
    i will kill all i must to be satisfied.i will not hesitate
    i will be famous and at the same time i will be doomed
    i would have to die
    i was only sent on this earth to do my business
    but will i enjoy my job ? i hope so , you do too
  • Language:[x] Arabic english italiano <3 hehe
  • Interests:[x] music sketching football guitars surfing the net chilling wi
  • Clubs & Organizations:[x] accacia
  • Favorite books:[x] the Iliad and the Odyssey (for Homer) the Da vinci code (for
  • Favorite music:[x] memories all i want 4 christmas(adeema bas el clip gamed) di
  • Favorite TV programs:[x] F.R.I.E.N.D.S Buffy Angel Alias Smallville South Park
  • Favorite movies:[x] the amityville horror pirates of the caribbean part 2 leon t
  • Places I've Traveled To:[x] Sudia arabia emirates... and sure egypt :D
  • I'm looking for:[x]Whatever... If you think you're cool, pop me into your list..
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Monday,May 21 2007, 09:57:55 AM♥ So close to me ♥


so close to me





your voice rings true
in my eyes i see
the reflection of
your beautiful face

as you close your eyes
deeply breathe in the air
and smile sweetly at me





i know you are my one
my forever love
my only ever love
i know you feel the same
as you tousle my hair


and hold me in your
warm deep embrace
as you laugh at my idiosyncrasies

and you never make fun
when i pretend all day
when i never pray





you judge me not
but praise me well

you love me so as i do you
so close to me
your voice rings true




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Posted at 10/22/2007 9:32 PMHEy ..
MohaMed

Nice profile begad ahneky 3ala el profile el gamed dah .. hope see ya soon ..

Posted at 10/20/2007 11:02 PMWALA YEHMK
sweet


la merci 3la wageb
el mohem en ma3'ret aly BabA tenwaaaaR
3ashan a3ref ashof el kenz elly feha :p
heheheheee
RABNA M3AAK

Posted at 10/22/2007 4:43 PMRe: WALA YEHMK
ღ♥ღ Desseyn ღ♥ღ

lol :P
merci gedan 3la el comment ya gamel :)

Posted at 10/19/2007 4:20 PMhiiii
sweet

ana geeeeeet
heya ma3'ret 3aly baba lesa ma et3'yretsh :p
kol sana we enta tayeb
daymen be5eer
see u soon

Posted at 10/11/2007 2:24 PMعيد سعيد
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Posted at 9/14/2007 10:53 PMhi
eslam_hhh_theking

منور المكان يا برنس الليالى

Posted at 9/14/2007 10:59 PMRe: hi
ღ♥ღ Desseyn ღ♥ღ

بنورك يا حبي :)

Posted at 9/13/2007 3:34 PMكل عام وانتم بخير
vampire
Posted at 9/12/2007 4:36 PM7alo ya 7alo
anheyar
Posted at 9/10/2007 1:07 PMرمضان كريم
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Posted at 8/21/2007 1:56 AMhi
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happy birthday 3mr
w32bal million sana
wel homepage bta3tak
gmda awyyyyyyyy

Posted at 8/19/2007 11:18 PMالسلام عليكم
justlove

الهوم باتج بتاعتك جاااااااااامده موت
انت عبقري

Posted at 11/20/2007 4:18 PMRe: السلام عليكم
ღ♥ღ Desseyn ღ♥ღ

متشكر اوي يا جميل :)
انتي من اسكندريه ؟

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