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Wednesday,Jun 11 2008, 05:02:27 AM c'est la vie

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2008.june 11
 
     It' s my first daily in this space ?seems to be.i want to write something about my life for a long time.but  always busy.and have lots of stuff have to deal with.dont have time to sit down and have a quiet mood to write something.my life change all the time.i even have no time to think about it.all my friends just ask me what happen now.and who u met and what stories u have now.i want to  say something,but too many things got my mind.i dont even have time to talk out.too many things.
    Yesterday an idea suddenly come to me.i want to open a bookstore,have differents languages books ,people can stay there and reading books and have coffe,and talk.The bookstore filled with coffe's smelling and nice music and nice people.Every day we have people from different countries.They will tell to me what happen in the countries.and what happened during their trip.when they are tired.this is  the place the rest on.they want to read.this is the place they can find out any books they want.anyway.for this not the place just for adult.i still want to open for the children.for i look them.although sometimes they are naughty.but they are still the most lovely one in the world.They need something to understand them.books seems to be the best one for them.i worked in the foreign bookstore now.lots of times there are some kids come to me."excuse me,can u tell me which book is not so hard for me.for i am so young some books are too hard for me to read."i will always happy what i saw and what i felt.That's why i want to have a space for them.kids also need such kind of place to read.and also.i can enjoy the books and different culture.also the friendship.but no for profit.that's what i really want.perhaps after 1or 2years i think i have to change my life.i still can go pack my stuff go to travel again.c'est la vie.not body can stand the unchanged life .but i dont want to work for profit.and money.although all of them said this is life,u have to support ur life.but just because u choose expensive life stlye.so u need to spend more time to earn money .that's why in walden,thoreau say,people spent their whole life to work.just for a house.an expensive house.
   i would like to give most of my time to see more people and know more things i dont even know before.i will never say never to the life.although i have not money.but i have myself.my life.my time.i can do anything if i want.is that amazing?yep.perhaps i couldnt become a great person.but if i satisfy the life i have now.it's enough.
    people always ask me ,u r so young .what u afraid of ?i just afraid i will acustme the comfortable life.and could get out from it.and i will drown in it.
 
   i pray everyday.not for money.not for goal.not for future.i just tell to mr god.i promise i will enjoy today.never let it go.so everyday i will smile .have a big smile.a lady go to the bookstore.and she told to me.your smile so beatiful.i said .thank you.my life beatiful too.:)
    yesterday.it has a heavy rain in here.i stayed inside of the bookstore.all the people were hiding the heavy rain.but 3guys  caught my eyes.they were  yuming in the rain.and playing volleyball outside ,in the heavy rain.at the moment i cant help myself shouting at them .u r so cool!!!!one of  man waving his hands.calling me.come to join us.u know.go to the heavy rain it have to enough courage for normal people.for we always consider ,whether we can get cold,,whether we have clothes to change.whether other people think we are mad.but.i am not the normal people.i have told to everyone of u.i havent.never to be a normal lady.my friends know that.it's true.so! i took off my  shoes.rushed into the rain.oh.god.it was so amazing.fantastic moment for me.and although i am ill now.but i have never regret what i have done.the man who calling me.introduced his partner.linda.my daughter.jermy.my sun.me.mike.it's really hard to catch each other.i need to turn up me voice;ouyang.the bookstore's staff.
     it was very interesting to play volleyball with them.ithought this father is a amazing father.thanks god.i know such a man.in the rain .although it's hard to open my eyes.and water in my eyes.also.my contact lens makes me uncomfortable.it still cool.i couldnt remember when is my last crazy thing i have done.i used to play in the rain.walked in the rain.oh.yes.it was in the high school.we always riding in the rain.and  singing .i have a crazy time with my friends.unforgetable time.at that time.we are still young.but now ,we are turning old.although our appearance still looks young,and beautifull.but our heart are old.for we have rules in our heart.some limition .some forbiden city in our heart.we getting to know something we can do ,something we cant do .c'est la vie.but i promise.i will always do my self.
 
   now.i am learning.but not learning the rules of life.i'm learning french.that's a country which full of stories.i hope i can know more from it.god give me something i have to do it.so i will keep on exploring.waiting my good news.next time i will write a book about my life.and share my  stories to you.
 
have good time
 
 
angel ouyang

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Posted at 6/23/2008 1:00 PM(:
Marius

Hi
how are you doing. Nice story. I like it about you in the heavenly rain ^^ that must have been a grate experience. Inn this country every body is hiding inn comfort.
I believe it is very true what you say about hiding inn comfort and money. they say that Norway is the county that is the best to live inn when it comes to money and having a place to live and education. but if we look at the psychological it is not so good.

I pray that I don't get a life where I only look after wealth and luxury. so I don't get lost inn it :\
hope your life is going good (:

~marius

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Posted at 6/24/2008 1:26 AMmarius,how r u?
angel
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  • 21, Beijing, China

marius;

yesterday i change the job again,but it's ok,for i'm not going to stay here for long time,i found i need to have more time for myself.several days i met a black girl called lovita in the street.she looks cool,took a basketball along with her all the time,she like to show herself on the street,and she is very happy,everyone come up to say good day to her,and she go to say ni hao to everyone.we have a good time together.and she is christian.and we like to talk about god,talk about anything.we have nice time together.she comes from USA.last night we went to play basketball.lots of boys together,but she is the best .i think.she play pretty well.
you should go out to other country to have a look by yourself.alone.that can be make u know more think of the world and make you realize what's the real life.i'm trying to go to other country.but it's a hard thing for me now,for i just graduate.and i need to earn money by myself.and never let my parents to support anymore.i need to do that.what i can do is to try to catch everymonet of the life.i will do that.i belive god will help me.right?something i need to go to do is try my best.i believe anything will come true.this is my life.i will enjoy it.everymonent.heheh.marius.i hope you can try to change something.perhaps i am not close to you.so i dont know too many things from you.tell me you life.that would be nice.

ok.i gotta go.today have nothing to do.but lovita and me going to look the house.for i need to change the place again.and go to reading books i think.

good by.and have a good day.:)

feifei ouyang (my chinese name)

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