Saturday,Dec 20 2008, 06:40:57 PMmuble jumble

Things that people do and different stages in life make it hard for different people to express what they feel and the way that go about things is different.

i am one of those people who cant express the way that they are feeling and find it hard to show that to people. i live life day to day finding hard to do all i can for people but people can take it over the top and i just can't show them the way that i am feeling. when they piss me off i just  keep what i feel locked up  inside and i can't express my self the way i would to some people but i is hard to tell other people things because they get really pissed at you and you don't really know how to go about solving this problem.

this here is a way in witch i can express to people the way that i feel because they canni judge me because it isn't about them and they have no way of getting it to other people.

i have found out today that no matter how hard i try or how little i try people  never seem to understand the way i feel and i can never seem to get a guy to like me for who i a just because they didn't like big girls 

i have a massive crush on this guy right but i canni tell and i canni do anything about him cuase he is in love with this other girl who is really pretty and she really doesn't know man and she sed that she would never go out with him as he is a smoker and she don't like them but i think h is really fit but he doesn't seem to understand the way i feel or even see it it really does hurt because i canni show the way i feel properly. i wish i could may one day just one day fall i love with a guy that will fall in love with me too for who i am. i found out tho that all i ever do is fall in love with guys that won't like me cause i am fat and don't look pretty yay me 

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Sunday,Jun 22 2008, 07:08:24 PMMy feeling and what i have been up too

to begin with i will tell you about me before you read on:

To begin with i have been to seven schools and i have lived in 4 places amazing right not so anyways i am not the thinist and i am not the fattest girl also i wish that i you no had a boy friend who liked me for me and not breast size or the size of my waste like most boys do that for other girls. I am not the prettieist girl going or the best speller or the most intelligent girl in the world. My life is revolved around the internet, my mates, getting the best grade i can, playing football, ...

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