this is for all the times you said you loved me,
but in your heart you didn't care..
for the times you said you'd be there,
but when it came you weren't there.
eat my words and swallow 'em right.
I'll make sure you know them.
you woun't fool me tonight.

you knew I were falling,
you laughed out loud.
you thought it was funny,
you friends did too..
I'd just fake a smile, push my hear back.
pretend I was fine, but I wanted to pack.

away from you, you just coudn't see
that inside I was suffering
YOU killed me!
not literally, but real enough to be true.
looks and words, you lied to me too!

you made me who I was,
and in a way I am glad.
how can you live with a murder on your mind?
I hope you're sad..
I thought you were better, I really did!
now, soak your head in blood kid!

so if I were you, I would take my life!
you see that sharp thing?
it is called a knife.