what i've been upto lately.. as usuall work and work.. i've been sober for 2 weeks lolz...just kiddin’ Anyways supposed to be i am going out but unfortunately my friend rang me and cancelled her birthday party cuz no one's coming they were all busy ass.. So we decided that me and her shall just go out on tues.. looking forward to that cuz it's been a long time since i last hanged out with her although we see each other at work it isn't enough to catch up what's happenin.. I was a bit disappointed today i was looking forward giving my gift to her but now i'll just give it to her tomoz at work but i had plans already.. My plan is "When they order their coffee, (ofcourse, we make their coffees) I'll give her a mini cake with candle on top but i am thinking which one should i choose, either the strawberry cupcake which has a beautiful flower on top of it and they are color red, absolutely gorgeous or a sort of a mud cake slice but those one that we have are not round or a mini tiramisu cuz that one is round and i know that she like’s ‘em hmmnn i don't know but i'll decide tomoz the thing is im already prepared!!! i even told roxie about my plans and all she said was "huaahh" with irriitating sound meaning she doesnt like it hehehe,.... she just don't like cynthia anymore, that's her personal issue so i'm out of it..then i have a gift for her.. i bought her a bag i don't know if she will like it but i like it it's just that different people has different taste but i asked the lady which i considered as a hi hello friend lolz she said she sell heaps of that bag is her best selling at the moment so i bought it hopefully she'll like it... anyways it was funny cuz last night when we were on the phone i said to her i have a gift for her and she said to me "and so am i" i was like you're fucked it's not my bday anymore how come i have a present maybe because we just missed each other so much cuz it's been a long time and it's not the same anymore like the usual.. i miss those times but i'm happy at the moment and contented.. i may not be able to hang out more often than usual nor drinking than the usual, i respect my decision and someonelse decision for me cuz i know that someone cares,,, (oops, i don't owe anyone explanation of this statement lmao) all i can say i'm happy and feel certain without having a doubt 100% kick ass.. the only person who's happy with my changes is roxie my boss hehehe she's young but she's clever and very open minded...anyways back to cynthia so isn't it sweet that someone who's it's birthday is receiving a gift, but also giving a gift! i think now a days you wouldn’t be surprised that the celebrants has a gift to everyone umm maybe if your wallet is pumped with money arrr muff muff oops...lolz.. so looking forward on friday...