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  • About me:hahahaha just ask me about me and i dont judge people! i love my friends. i hang out with them as much as i can. i love to write and read my friends some times call me over expeted smart girl. i love watching amie with my best friend Alicia who draws them ^_^
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Friday,Apr 24 2009, 05:05:16 PMAngels who delivers peace

chapter 1

All the time I see separations in family’s. Seeing it happen is depressing it’s, like death and life intertwining together, to make peace. But it doesn’t make peace it makes harsh, cold, and anguished attitudes towards each other. While love, hate, jealousy, happiness, and misery gets pushed aside, like they’re old test papers.

Over time watching human behavior in family’s getting separated gets interesting each passing decade. I’m 192 years old in the universe, but if I was a human I would be 16 years old. Some times I wish I feel pain and death like the pitiful humans. Who break so easily and gets damage just by one little thing. I always wonder, why that I can’t break or feel pain like the humans do, but no one ever tells me. Which gets really annoying at times.

People say were vampires, ghost, or immortal, but were not. Some believe in us or pray to be like us, but they don’t know that were really real. People call us Angels, while we call our self’s Angels who delivers peace.

Being an angel who delivers peace, before your born is harder than you’ll ever thing. It takes many things to do that, but I swore never to tell, so I refuse to tell you now. My family been doing this since the beginning of time almost. So that means were like the highest group of angels who delivers peace ever. But were not the only ones that are also the highest. The other group is called the ‘dark ones’ in the universe and we are forbidden to talk about them in regular conversations.

My father name is Harris, while my mothers name is Eugenia. But their gone. Like dead forever. Both of them were devoured by the dark ones almost forty years ago.

The leader of the group is my brother Alfred. So that means I’m at his beckoning call every single minute of the day. (Just like Cinderella almost.) which gets very disturbing when I’m going something else. But hey, who knows what guys ever thinks now a days.

Quickly I stop thinking about everything I just thought of and glance down at my gold bracelet. Remembering the time I got it from my parents as a birthday present.

“Hmmm………..” saying softly to myself.

Suddenly I jerk up my head to hear screams and yelling. In the distance I see a cloak figure lurking behind brick walls. Admittedly I stand up and slowly cover my face and hair by a long smooth cloth. That my mother gave to me.

I slowly crept up behind the cloak figure and pushed the cloak figure hard on the back. The figure quickly turns around to look at me. I tried to figure who was under the cloak, but I couldn’t figured who was underneath the cloak.

“Who are you,” yelled the figure underneath the cloak.

I roll my eyes at the figure.

In return the figure slapped me hard across my face. I fell backwards in surprise. The slick cloth around my face and hair slipped off slowly reveling myself to the figure.

The figure push off the hood down to look at me. I look at him in shock and scramble to my feet grabbing my cloth. I looked at the guy in disgust and the reason why he slapped me. I saw that he had a rich brown hair and dark brown eyes.

“Thanks a lot. Why don’t you just kill me if your going to hit me, dude,” I said in a loud voice.

Suddenly I grip my stomach felling pain. My eyes widen in shock. I fall to my knees clutching my stomach. I hold my hand up to my face seeing blood on them. I look up at the guy to see if he did it.

I see him taking off his cloak and he drapes it over me. He picks me up and brings his lips to my ears saying in a shaky voice, “It’s going to be okay. The dark ones will make sure you live. Cause I want you to be mine and I will have you no matter what everybody says.”

I jerk back my head in surprise. The guy just chuckles seeing my response.

I raise my eyebrow being confused.

The guy just smiles.

“I’m Barnaby. I’m so sorry that I slapped you miss,” Barnaby says in a nervous voice, while he starts to walk forward.

I suddenly felt, like I wanted to rest my head on Barnaby chest. To surprise myself and him I did rest my head on his chest while he’s walking.

“It’s okay Barnaby and I’m Mirabelle by the way,” I said in a soft voice.

I look up at Barnaby to see him looking at me and I gave him a lost look.

He just gives me an enchanting smile.

Barnaby leans towards me and his lips brushed against mine softly. He pulls away and starts to get all red. I felt my face getting hotter by the second.

“Mirabelle you remind me of some of my parents friends and its so adorable how you do everything to” “Barnaby who is that? Is she one of them?” A voice yelled, some where in front of us said.

“Barnaby le me down so I can walk,” saying in a strong voice.

He lets me down softly and I take off his cloak and I hand it back to him. Barnaby gives me a confused look, but I ignored it. I walk forward and stops quickly clutching my stomach harder than before. I feel warm slimy blood coming out.

Quickly forgetting about my pain I yelled, “I’m Mirabelle and I don’t care what I am, if all of you have a problem with me. Why don’t you just kill me now and it still won’t solve nothing about fighting between all of up, you know.”

Suddenly my knees buckle underneath me. I fall to my knees and I push myself up showing my bloody hands and bloody top.

“Mirabelle are you alright,” Barnaby voice said.

I nod my head.

People start to come out and I feel Barnaby arms wrap around me.

My eyes start to shut.

“Mirabelle you have a great point. Lets go now so that the wound doen’ts get worse than it already is,” a voice said.

“Okay, lets go. Barnaby can you carry me please,” I said in a mumbling voice.

He picks me up and I feel pain and tears start rolling down my face.

 

 

 

Slowly my eyes start to open. I see myself in a white room and a thing stuck to my arm and a machine making a beeping sound . I turn my head to see a guy sitting in a chair sleeping.

Suddenly his eyes open and he leads towards me smiling.

“Hi, how are you feeling Mirabelle,” he says softly.

Suddenly I remembers his name.

“Very sore Barnaby. Where are we anyway?” I said in a soft sweet voice.

Barnaby smiles and fraise his hand to my face and his thumb rubs my cheek softly and lightly says, “We are in a hospitable in California, USA and with the humans sweet heart.”

My eyes widen in surprise. I open my mouth to ask why, but some guy in all white, holding a click board walks into the room.

Barnaby and me both look up at the guy.

He just smiles and walks up to us.

“Well miss you very lucky. That these people took you straight to the hospitable, or you’ll be dead,” he says in a light voice.

Barnaby stands up and says ‘bye’ to me quickly. The guy just look at Barnaby and turns to look at me. I see Barnaby walk out of the room without looking back.

“Miss do you have any family members? Do you remember you?” he says softly. He looks at me intensely.

He probably waiting for an answer I thought to myself.

“I’m Mirabelle and please don’t ask about my family their all dead,” I said in a miserable voice., I turn my head to look the other way, “Who are you.”

I look back at the guy, to see him talking to a couple out side the door.

They walk in the room behind the guy. I see the lady gripping a handful of issues and see her face all blotchy. Probably from crying for sometime now. A guy behind her face is upset, but he really doesn’t let anyone see it. From what I can tell.

“Mirabelle this is Mr. and Mrs. Woodward. Mrs. Woodward can’t have any children and they over heard you don’t have any family to be with, so they were wondering if they can talk to you about being adopted.” the guy said in a confused voice.

“Hello Mr. and Mrs. Woodward I’m Mirabelle,” I said in a very sweet voice. I gave them a soft smile.

Mrs. Woodward smiles big and rushed over to me and gives me a huge hug.

“Catherine don’t chock the poor girl,” the guy said behind her.

Mrs. Woodward pulls away and I smile big knowing that these humans are my new parents.

 

 

Chapter 2

 

 

 

          A couple days later.

         

          “Mirabelle wake up sweet heart. You have to go to your school today,” Catherine voice yelled.

          I jerk up and I quickly sit up getting dressed. I brushed out my hair and grab my back pack and hurried down stairs to see Catherine talking to some girl my age.

          “Mirabelle this is Lacey. She’s one of our neighbors and she wanted to offer to take you to school for awhile,” Catherine said in a cheerful voice.

          I look at lacey and smile. Lacey looked like a nice girl. For having dirty blonde hair and green eyes and not acting, like a prep, she wore normal clothes nothing really fancy either.

          “Hi, Lacey. Thanks for doing this for me. It’s really cool that your helping me out you know,” saying in a soft sweet voice.

          Lacey smiles and said, “Your Welcome Mirabelle. We better go or will be late for school.”

          “Okay. Bye Catherine. Have a good day now,” I said in a quick voice. Lacey and I rush out of the house and into her car.

          Once we were in her car Lacey kept asking questions about me which was absolutely funny. I didn’t know that humans were so constant talking about one thing, yet keep asking questions about some one they didn’t know that well. When we were in the parking lot of the high school. Lacey and I were still talking about the questions she was asking me.

          “Mirabelle your adopted by the Woodward family right,” Lacey said in a confused voice, while we got out of the car. I nod my head annoyed. That this human keep asking the same questions over again and again.

“Plus on top of that your drop dead beautiful and you never had a boyfriend before,” Lacey said in a jealous voice, and shake her in shame or was it because she pity me. But either way she was shaking her head.

          “Yeah, I guess that’s how you put it Lacey in simple form,” I said in a reasonable voice.

          We both start to walk inside the school and I feel everybody looking at me, but me and Lacey keep walking forward.

          “Lacey can you show me where I can go get my class schedule,” I said in a very soft quite voice. Before Lacey can say anything a guy wraps his arms around Lacey’s waist.

          “Lacey who’s your new friend here,” he says loudly. Making everybody turn to look at me. I feel my face getting hot. Lacey pushes the guy’s arms off of her waist and laughs.

          “Dennis this is Mirabelle. Don’t bother her. Because she doesn’t know anything about this stuff a whole lot yet,” Lacey said in a joking voice.

          “Oh come on Lacey, don’t let people go to easy on me. I need to learn some way or another doing things,” I said amused voice, and then I turn to look at Dennis and smile, “It’s nice to meet you Dennis.

          Dennis opens his mouth bout quickly closed it. I start to smile and Lacey grabs my elbow so we can go to the office.

          “Mirabelle just ask for you schedule and try to fine your next class. Okay. I got to go to my class now, bye,” Lacey said quickly.

          She quickly leaves and I go up to the lady behind a deck. The human lady looks at me and smiles.

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nirajvirpariya
niraj 22, Surat, India
hi hw r u ?

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how aare u sweet i wold like to be freindship with u i hope to accept me to your contact artist_pa@hotmail.fr

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lostemogirl
jessica 17, Canon City, Colorado, United States
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i'm glad to meet you . hope to be with good health jessica

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lostemogirl
jessica 17, Canon City, Colorado, United States
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my name is amjid artist painter from morocco i like to search freinds about freindship and i hope to be one in my freinds too if you not mind jessica

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jessica 17, Canon City, Colorado, United States
hi amjid i dnt mind being ur friend

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im happy to see someone is using the journal part of this site.. so rare now.. everyone just passes that part up lol..

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lostemogirl
jessica 17, Canon City, Colorado, United States
i guess lol

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niraj 22, Surat, India
r u busy dear ?

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niraj 22, Surat, India
r u student ?

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lostemogirl
jessica 17, Canon City, Colorado, United States
well yeah im 16

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nirajvirpariya
niraj 22, Surat, India
wt i m 16 dear ?

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lostemogirl
jessica 17, Canon City, Colorado, United States
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niraj 22, Surat, India
what meaning of huh ?

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jessica 17, Canon City, Colorado, United States
im just lost on the ? u asked me

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wt's ur hobbies ?

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lostemogirl
jessica 17, Canon City, Colorado, United States
writing, hanging out with friends, listing to music, playing a sport, and outdoor stuff

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nirajvirpariya
niraj 22, Surat, India
r u student ? which class ?

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lostemogirl
jessica 17, Canon City, Colorado, United States
well yeah im still a student im only 16. im in high skool sphomore

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hi

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hi

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nirajvirpariya
niraj 22, Surat, India
where r u ? home or college.

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lostemogirl
jessica 17, Canon City, Colorado, United States
im at skool

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nirajvirpariya
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ok see u later bcoz ur sir angre for me .

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lostemogirl
jessica 17, Canon City, Colorado, United States
im not mad :( im just upset cause my grandfather had a stroke

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it is very serious. i pray to god.

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okay.......whats wrong then

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r u there?

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nirajvirpariya
niraj 22, Surat, India
ok dear i also student of MBA.

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