Well I posted a journal earlier today when I was having a good day and now not so much.  Right now I feel really ugly and fat.  I guess since my pant size went up a size that....oh, I dont know.  I just feel really unatractive today and the last few days to be honest.  I'm never alowed to say I feel this way, because the two guys I live with start yelling at me and telling me other wise, but I really dont trust their judgment, because one is my fiance (and i was about 20 pounds lighter when him and I met) and the other is my best friend.  I dont know....I just honestly think that the rest of the world would agree with me and not my best friend or fiance.

best wishes to all,

love you

Missa

Not much going on in my life right now, just working on school stuff and planning my wedding.  My fiance and I finally found a place to hold our reception.  I cant wait! I love planning my wedding, it's just so much fun!!

Other then that I've really never been doing anything else besides cooking and cleaning.

Miss you all!!!! Hope to talk to you all soon!!

love Missa