Maybe I still don't know what's the friends. I just experience some things that let me think for something. A few days ago, I meet some trouble,before we used to face this thing with others, but when I think this time the person who always do like that will help me too, they tell me they although have things to do ,that's convenient to  help me ,they don't plan the time I have plan.they just tell me the true,not to disccuss with me,I felt sad.But Isaid nothing for I know I have nothing to say. I plan I face it by  myself,but when the time go,another friend tell me her would go with me just by  the way. that day we both fell sleepy.but I more felt thankful .Tomorrow something happend and one must go by herself so  she ask for me .Iam tied and have my own plan ,so I tell her chaase another day to go,but she say nothing too,but her voise is different,I know ,but I don't know at the same time ,what she could do ,what I should not do ,what is equel,I phoned her after tell her I am tied and ask her apology.her tell me nothing had happend.laught.