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nsj1989's Homepage http://search.zorpia.com/nsj1989 Sat, 06 Sep 2008 23:40 EDT Sat, 06 Sep 2008 23:40 EDT Zorpia.com Sorry , Blame It On Me http://search.zorpia.com/nsj1989/journal/1715249 As life goes on Iâ€™m starting to learn more and more about responsibility I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done And things that have not occurred yet And the things they donâ€™t want to take responsibility for Iâ€™m sorry for the times I left you home I was on the road and you were alone Iâ€™m sorry for the times that I had to go Iâ€™m sorry for the fact that I did not know That you were sitting home just wishing we Could go back to when it was just you and me Iâ€™m sorry for the times I would neglect Iâ€™m sorry for the times I disrespect Iâ€™m sorry for the wrong things that Iâ€™ve done Iâ€™m sorry Iâ€™m not always there for my son Iâ€™m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware That you canâ€™t sleep at night when I am not there Because I am in the streets like everyday Sorry for the things that I did not say Like how you are the best thing in my world And how I'm so proud to call you my girl [Bridge] I understand that there are some problems And I am not too blind to know All the pain you kept inside you Even though you might not show If I can apologize for being wrong Then itâ€™s just a shame on me Iâ€™ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me [Chorus] You can put the blame on me [4x] Said you can put the blame on me [3x] You can put the blame on me Sorry for the things that he put you through And all the times you didnâ€™t know what to do Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad And you would rather be home with all your kids As one big family with love and bliss And even though Pops treated us like kings He got a second wife and you didnâ€™t agree He got up and left you there all alone Iâ€™m sorry that you had to do it on your own Iâ€™m sorry that I went and added to your grief Iâ€™m sorry that your son was once a thief Iâ€™m sorry that I grew up way too fast I wish I wouldâ€™ve listened and not be so bad Iâ€™m sorry your life turned out this way Iâ€™m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away [Bridge] Iâ€™m sorry that it took so long to see They were dead wrong trying to put it on me Iâ€™m sorry that it took so long to speak But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani Iâ€™m sorry for the hand that she was dealt For the embarrassment that she felt Just a little young girl trying to have fun Her daddy should never let her out that young Iâ€™m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down I hope they manage better next time around How was I to know she was underage In a 21 and older club they say Why doesnâ€™t anybody wanna take blame Verizon backed out disgracing my name Iâ€™m just a singer trying to entertain Because I love my fans Iâ€™ll take that blame Even though the blameâ€™s on you [3x] Iâ€™ll take that blame from you And you can put that blame on me [2x] You can put that blame on me And you can put that blame on me Personal http://search.zorpia.com/nsj1989/journal/1715249 Fri, 10 Aug 2007 11:19 EDT Reason - Nami Tamaki http://search.zorpia.com/nsj1989/journal/1683144 Reason Tamaki Nami Romaji by <a target="_blank" href="http://www.corichan.com/">Cori</a> <table width="100%" border="0"><tbody><tr valign="top"><td width="50%">Romaji Tooku hanareteru hodo ni chikaku ni kanjiteru Samishisa mo tsuyosa e to kawatteku ...Kimi wo omotta nara Machi mo hito mo yume mo Kaete yuku jikan ni Tada sakaratte ita Kotoba wo kasanetemo wakariaenai koto Mada shiranakatta ne Kimi dake wo dakishimetakute nakushita yume kimi wa "Akiramenaide" to itta Tooku hanareteru hodo ni chikaku ni kanjiteru Samishisa mo tsuyosa e to kawatteku ...Kimi wo omotta nara Setsunaku mune wo sasu sore wa yume no kakera Ari no mama deaeteta sono kiseki Mou ichido shinjite Kimi ga inai hibi ni zutto tachidomatta Demo arukidashiteru Kimi to wakachiatta dono guuzen ni mo imi ga Sou kanarazu atta Sorezore no yume wo kanaete mata meguriau toki Guuzen wa unmei ni naru Yabureta yakusoku sae mo chikai ni kaeta nara Ano basho de deau toki Ano koro no futari ni nareru kana? "Yasashisa" ni nite iru natsukashii omokage Me wo tojite mieru kara Te wo furezu aru koto wo shiru kara Asu ni hagurete Kotae ga nani mo mienakutemo Kimi ni au sono tame ni kasaneteku "Kyou" to iu shinjitsu Tooku hanareteru hodo ni chikaku ni kanjiteru Samishisa mo tsuyosa e to kawatteku ...Kimi wo omotta nara Setsunaku mune wo sasu sore wa yume no kakera Ari no mama deaeteta sono kiseki Mou ichido shinjite </td> <td width="50%" valign="top">English The further apart we are, the closer I feel to you Even loneliness becomes strength â€¦When I think of you When the town, people and my dreams Changed I just fought against it I had yet to discover what it was like To put words together and still not understand each other I lost my dreams because I only wanted to hold you But you told me not to give up The further apart we are, the closer I feel to you Even loneliness becomes strength â€¦When I think of you Itâ€™s the pieces of my dreams that are sticking into my heart so painfully That we met just like that was a miracle Believe in it once more On the days when you werenâ€™t here I stopped completely But Iâ€™ve started walking again Absolutely every coincidence had meaning When I shared it with you When we fulfil our respective dreams and meet again Coincidence will become fate If we turn our broken promises into vows Can we go back the way we were When we met in that place? When I close my eyes I can see A nostalgic image that resembles tenderness Because I know what itâ€™s like to be unable to hold your hand Even if weâ€™re apart tomorrow And I canâ€™t see any solution Iâ€™ll gather together the truths called â€œtodayâ€ To see you The further apart we are, the closer I feel to you Even loneliness becomes strength â€¦When I think of you Itâ€™s the pieces of my dreams that are sticking into my heart so painfully That we met just like that was a miracle Believe in it once more</td></tr></tbody></table> Personal http://search.zorpia.com/nsj1989/journal/1683144 Mon, 21 May 2007 04:24 EDT work is ... http://search.zorpia.com/nsj1989/journal/1629862 <pre>Hmm... its after SPM, i felt that my life passed so fast.. its time to work edi</pre> <pre>while waiting for my result to come out. So, i work at KLGCC [kuala lumpur golf</pre> <pre>and country club]. previously, i think that house is a god damn boring place where your</pre> <pre>parent nag and scold you around. Hmm, now .. its just 8 days i work at there...i felt...</pre> <pre>home is still the best place to stay.Work there, i meet my manager Sxxxxx Lim , a mid 40s guy.</pre> <pre>he ar...how to describe...its like he scold ppl over a small mistake. see him also wan vomit edi , >< </pre> <pre>my supervisor... sxxxx chan , she always have ' muka masam' like every1 owes her.. i rented a room frm</pre> <pre>her also.. wow , the ppl in my hse... all cold - blooded, i walk to them and try to shake hand. they just </pre> <pre>ignore me.. wow.. from that moment on, i swear i wont talk to them anymore. Hmm... work place, ok la..</pre> <pre>jz server those bloody rich ppl and those ' datuks' . sigh, need see their face work. so cham.</pre> <pre></pre> <pre>Hope everything will be better soon - Crono - 31st December 2006 [ 12.35am]</pre> Travel http://search.zorpia.com/nsj1989/journal/1629862 Sat, 30 Dec 2006 12:31 EDT Vampire Name http://search.zorpia.com/nsj1989/journal/1575107 <table width="350" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" border="0" align="center"> <tbody> <tr> <td bgcolor="#eee9e9" align="center"> Your Vampire Name Is... </td> </tr> <tr align="center"> <td bgcolor="#fffafa"> <img width="100" height="100" src="http://images.blogthings.com/vampirenamegenerator/boy.gif" /> <div style="text-align: left;"> <center>Angelo the Bloodthirsty</center> </div> <a href="http://www.blogthings.com/vampirenamegenerator/">What's Your Vampire Name?</a> </td> </tr> </tbody> </table> Personal http://search.zorpia.com/nsj1989/journal/1575107 Sat, 12 Aug 2006 13:00 EDT Cycling Trip http://search.zorpia.com/nsj1989/journal/1521440           1 May 2006, its labour day fer all adults..haha,mi n my few frens planned a cycling trip<img border="0" src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/04.gif" />..its from Bentong Town to Genting Hill Keg aka. Genting Sempah.We start up at 7am , its a 76km ride.. so we make it as fast as possible.the journey to there takes 3 hour, but before arrive at there..i hang up at kolam air panas(hot spring). Its kinda cool to take picture there <img border="0" src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/35.jpg" />.        The journey continues, we stopped at Bukit Tinggi ,a small village. The scenery there is quite cool<img border="0" src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/44.gif" /> we continue our journey to genting hill leg...on the way there, we saw sum animals, monitor lizard, giant milipede, and a big ass monkey <img border="0" src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/42.gif" /> .its kinda scary coz we scared dat big ass monkey will attack us.<img border="0" src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/34.jpg" /> instead the monkey act as we're invisible .it just walk through <img border="0" src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/28.jpg" />.haha, its 10am edi , so we have our break at McD. Those ppl there watch me as im a freak! maybe they never see ppl cycling to genting hill gua..<img border="0" src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/33.jpg" /> .     But, im kinda sad coz my leg cramp on the way back.dis cause trouble to my frens.they have to slow down so i can catch up. btw, thanks to my frens~<img border="0" src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/46.gif" />     Dis is da 1st time i wrote a journal, hope u all enjoy it xD. Personal http://search.zorpia.com/nsj1989/journal/1521440 Thu, 04 May 2006 07:06 EDT