nsj1989's Journals
Page 1 of 1
|
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done And things that have not occurred yet And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for I’m sorry for the times I left you home I was on the road and you were alone I’m sorry for the times that I had to go I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know That you were sitting home just wishing we Could go back to when it was just you and me I’m sorry for the times I would neglect I’m sorry for the times I disrespect I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there Because I am in the streets like everyday Sorry for the things that I did not say Like how you are the best thing in my world And how I'm so proud to call you my girl [Bridge] I understand that there are some problems And I am not too blind to know All the pain you kept inside you Even though you might not show If I can apologize for being wrong Then it’s just a shame on me I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me [Chorus] You can put the blame on me [4x] Said you can put the blame on me [3x] You can put the blame on me Sorry for the things that he put you through And all the times you didn’t know what to do Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad And you would rather be home with all your kids As one big family with love and bliss And even though Pops treated us like kings He got a second wife and you didn’t agree He got up and left you there all alone I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief I’m sorry that your son was once a thief I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad I’m sorry your life turned out this way I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away [Bridge] I’m sorry that it took so long to see They were dead wrong trying to put it on me I’m sorry that it took so long to speak But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt For the embarrassment that she felt Just a little young girl trying to have fun Her daddy should never let her out that young I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down I hope they manage better next time around How was I to know she was underage In a 21 and older club they say Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame Verizon backed out disgracing my name I’m just a singer trying to entertain Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame Even though the blame’s on you [3x] I’ll take that blame from you And you can put that blame on me [2x] You can put that blame on me And you can put that blame on me |
Reason Tamaki Nami Romaji by Cori
|
Hmm... its after SPM, i felt that my life passed so fast.. its time to work edi while waiting for my result to come out. So, i work at KLGCC [kuala lumpur golf and country club]. previously, i think that house is a god damn boring place where your parent nag and scold you around. Hmm, now .. its just 8 days i work at there...i felt... home is still the best place to stay.Work there, i meet my manager Sxxxxx Lim , a mid 40s guy. he ar...how to describe...its like he scold ppl over a small mistake. see him also wan vomit edi , >< my supervisor... sxxxx chan , she always have ' muka masam' like every1 owes her.. i rented a room frm her also.. wow , the ppl in my hse... all cold - blooded, i walk to them and try to shake hand. they just ignore me.. wow.. from that moment on, i swear i wont talk to them anymore. Hmm... work place, ok la.. jz server those bloody rich ppl and those ' datuks' . sigh, need see their face work. so cham. Hope everything will be better soon - Crono - 31st December 2006 [ 12.35am] |
|
1 May 2006, its labour day fer all adults..haha,mi n my few frens planned a cycling trip  ..its
from Bentong Town to Genting Hill Keg aka. Genting Sempah.We start up
at 7am , its a 76km ride.. so we make it as fast as possible.the
journey to there takes 3 hour, but before arrive at there..i hang up at
kolam air panas(hot spring). Its kinda cool to take picture there  .The journey continues, we stopped at Bukit Tinggi ,a small village. The scenery there is quite cool  we continue our journey to genting hill leg...on the way there, we saw sum animals, monitor lizard, giant milipede, and a big ass monkey  .its kinda scary coz we scared dat big ass monkey will attack us. instead the monkey act as we're invisible .it just walk through  .haha,
its 10am edi , so we have our break at McD. Those ppl there watch me as
im a freak! maybe they never see ppl cycling to genting hill gua.. .But, im kinda sad coz my leg cramp on the way back.dis cause trouble to my frens.they have to slow down so i can catch up. btw, thanks to my frens~  Dis is da 1st time i wrote a journal, hope u all enjoy it xD. |
Page 1 of 1
|