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Friday,Dec 2 2005, 06:53:57 AM
| So, time for another update. Things are going great with Cory. I love him so much it's crazy. I actually had tears last time I had to leave him. We were in my car saying goodbye, and talking. It was about 8 p.m. and I still had a three hour drive to Nacogdoches. It got to a point, where if I stayed there one more minute, that I would not leave. I just had to tell him to go. I said it over and over, and he knew that I dinlt want him to, but I couldn't stand saying goodbye to him one more time. I looked at him, told him that I loved him, and gave him a kiss that let him know that I didn't want to leave. He stepped away form the car, just staring into my eyes, shut the door, and went around to the front of the car. I pulled out of the drive slowly, waving at him, and choking back tears. It was so hard to leave. I don't think that it has ever been so hard for me to say goodbye to a boyfriend. It was like I was dying inside. I didn't know how I was going to handle it, but luckily and good song came on the radio. I know that I love him, but am I falling in love with him? I don't know. Maybe. Also, this may be a suprise to some of you, but I went to my aunt's house on Friday, and Cory came wtih me (he has gone before, so it wasn't like he was just meeting her or anything), and I got drunk. The first time I have ever done so. I honestly didn't drink that much, but seeing as how I don't drink often, it doesn't take much. My baby took care of me. It was soo sweet. I know that I was acting like a complete idiot, because I remember everything (and I didn't get sick either), so that was the sweetest thing he has ever done for me. I know that I was hard to put up with. He did get frustrated at one point and made me cry (but alcohol being a depressant, I got let my emotions go overboard). I didn't do anything stupid, I just cried. My aunt talked to me about the situation, and let me know that he wasn't yelling at me, he just didn't know how to handle the situation, because he had never seen me that way before. Cory came in and comforted me. Here is what caused the whole crying in the first place: My aunt had taken me and my cousing out for air (she was out of it too), and we just lay on the porch laughing. She (my aunt) brought us back in the house, and my cousin and I just lay laughing on the floor. She (my aunt) called Cory in from the back room (he was playing with my other cousin), and asked him to help me, because she couldn't handle me and my cousin. So, as he was trying to get me up, Illy (the coudin he was playing with) was tickling my feet, and I am very ticklish on me feet. So, I would laugh, and fall. He got frustrated at that point. I kept telling him that Illy was tickling me, but he didn't believe me. That's when I started crying. I was so upset because he wouldn't believe me, and that he was raising his voice to me. It turned out that he was only raising his voice so that I could hear him over the radio. We talked and worked everything out. Another great thing he did that earned major points...My aunt and her "boyfriend" were arguing. I had gone out to the car to get something, but when I came back in, Cory had a knife and was laying on the table. Here's what had happened from the best of my understanding: Keith (the boyfriend) had taken out a knife and told my aunt to give it her best shot. Cory took the knife away from them, and said something to the effect of "this is where I have to step in" or someting like that. I was so happy that he did that. He is a great guy, and I am very lucky to have him. Well, this is getting to be rather lengthy, so I'l post more another time. That is about the jist of everything that happend anyway. Type later. ~*_*babycakes*_*~ |
Thursday,Nov 17 2005, 07:41:46 AM
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Wednesday,Sep 14 2005, 04:55:30 AM
| Someday Nichole Nordeman
I believe in the rest of the story I believe there's still ink in the pen I have wasted my very last day Trying to change what happened way back when
I believe it's the human condition We all need to have answers to why More than ever, I'm ready to say that I Will still sleep peacefully With answers out of reach from me until...
Someday all that's crazy All that's unexplained Will fall into place And someday all that's hazy Through a clouded glass Will be clear at last And sometimes we're just waiting For someday
We are born with a lingering hunger We are born to be unsatisfied We are strangers who can't help but wander And dream about the other side of...
Every puzzle's missing piece Every unsolved mystery More than half of every whole Rests in the Hands that hold you for someday... |
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