I didn't know that you were stupid,
That you didn't hear her groan.
But I know that you weren't around,
While she really bucked and moaned.

I feel no remorse,
For the dirty deeds I did,
Soon your ass will find out,
That these tricks aren't just for kids.

While you kiss me on the neck,
And you try to make me hot,
My energy was spent,
Whether you were there or not.

I told you I don't feel well,
And that I would go to bed.
I asked if you would go home,
But you said you'd stay instead.

We're walking up the stairs,
As I give you a fake smile.
That smile was actually,
Because I know you'll be broken in a while.

As I opened my bedroom door,
She's not there, WHAT THE FUCK!?
Now I was stuck with you alone,
"Oh a slut" How I'm in luck!

Just then she comes out the bathroom,
And ignores your shocked face.
She walked right up to me,
And put a sexy kiss in place.

You're really upset,
I can see it in your eyes.
And I'm looking at you coldly,
This is the payment for your lies.

As we ignore your presence,
We start to go buck wild!
But we stop, I look at you and say,
"Condoms! I don't want no child!"

After I'm wrapped up like Christmas
And she's screaming for some more,
My headboard is pounding,
And your crying at the door.

She and I are getting pleasure,
And your heart is breaking slow,
With some "Ah's" and some "Ah's" and some "Ah's",
Up the climax hill we go!

You don't want to stick around,
This is not your cup of tea.
Run out of my house,
But hear her say "FUCK ME, FUCK ME!"

After our mini marathon,
My new girl leaves the house.
But I pick up the phone,
And dial the number of my mouse.

As the line rings and rings,
I just simply close the shades,
You answer with hello,
I Tell you the guy you fucked had AIDS.

Your moans of insane pleasure,
Your whispers of your love,
Riding him like a cowgirl,
Arms spread like the wings of a dove.

You told him that you loved him,
And that he was better than me,
Sweating like in a marathon,
I guess he set you free.

In your haste for simple pleasure,
You forgot to lock the door.
You also failed to hear,
My heavy footsteps on the floor.

Now I'm watching from the door,
Of your bedroom, you can't see.
But I see everything,
Your foul infedelity.

Still you ride him like a pony,
His hands along your chest.
as you both reach your peak,
You scream "BABY YOU'RE THE BEST!!!"

Repeated screams of "ah ah ah"
Make me want to puke.
Suddenly I realize that,
Our love was just a fluke.

As I slammed the front door,
I hope you missed your time to come,
Because you heard me leave,
And know I know what you have done.

Three hours later,
You came to see me at my house,
I say hello to you and ignore,
The smell coming from "the South".

You're warm to me,
I'm cold to you and everything seems wrong.
But you still play cat and mouse,
And I can play all damn day long.

You new that I knew what you did,
And our relationship was doomed,
But what you failed to realize was,
There was a new girl in my room. 
 

I can't deal with these feelings,
The ones inside of me.
So I've decided to shut them out,
So the world I can see.

I'll become an empty corpse,
Feelings hidden deep within.
So I can deal with this pain,
And the reasons I will never win.

I'll still listen to your words,
I'll pay attention to what you say,
But when it comes to acting on them,
I'll leave that for another day.

This is worth a try,
I think it's the only way to survive.
To make me feel worthy of something,
Or even to just feel alive.

No matter what I do,
No matter what you say.
Nothing ever changes,
I can't go on this way.

So shutting it out,
Will save me from this pain.
Becoming completely numb,
Will let me win this game.