I wonder why I see you in my dreams. I wonder why sometimes you conquer my mind. I wonder why if there’s something wrong with me for the reason that I always think of you. I wonder where you are. I wonder what you do. I wonder who are with you and I wonder when will I see you again.

       Sometimes I used to play the guitar and think that you’re just here beside me. I miss you. Yup, I really miss you. I’m officially missing you so bad. I can cover my eyes to stop seeing you, I can cover my ears to stop hearing your voice, I can control my mind to stop thinking of you but why I can’t control my heart to stop thinking of you, to stop hearing your voice and to stop seeing my love in you?? *sigh…

       If I could only be with you everyday. If I could only see your face again and again. If I could only hold your hands like I will never let it go. If I could be with you in a field within a night where stars keep on falling.  If I could only be free loving you. If I could be your man. If could only be your true love. *sigh… If you could only see my love for you. If you could only feel the same feelings like I do. If you could only be my girl.

       If I could only have all of this…

       I will stop my wondering…. I love you. Yup, I love you and I miss the memory of your face.

"Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, five hundred twenty five thousand moments to share… five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes.. how can you measure a life in a year??"

 As the song goes…

 What if that from the very moment you are holding this paper you only have one more year to live here on earth?? What if you’ll die next year starting this day and you know it? It may sound weird though, but what if it’s true?

Will you cry? Will you repent? Will you listen to your parents? Will you watch the sunset? Will you laugh when you watch your favorite comedy movies? Will you go to church? Will you give money to those beggars in the street or confer them food or clothes? Will you eat your faved food? Will you wear your beloved apparel? Can you still smile to your friends? Will you still study? Will you chande your asinine attitudes?

 Too many questions and yet the answer is the same OF COURSE! YES, I WILL! Why do we have to wait for that crucial time to come before we start renewing our awkward life? Why do we have to wait for a disease or illness to struck our body before we start to realize our lapses and clean-up our vices? We are all the same. We are all unperfect existing creatures of this world - and that’s it, we have our fair share of responsibilities in the sight of God.

We should be thankful that God has given us plenty of time to make use of our life to do the things that we want to do and we shouldn’t abuse it…

Remember we only live once… after all that we’ve done their is no turning back… as in big… NO TURNING BACK!!

 We are all responsible for our actions and motives. We should be willing tp pay the price of consequences prior to our deeds. So that it would mean that we should expect a suite in hell.

We all know that we are ghastly and seldom do virtuous, so we should expect it. but heyl, cheer up! Many wants to be there anyway.