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As I grow old, my realizations about life become deeper, problems get bigger, situations become more complicated and I know that you are just like me...
Sometimes we wish we could go back...
Back to the time when the only man in our life was our dad, our only best friend was our mom, and any pain could be healed by just a band aid and a lollipop...


I guess it's true. Sometimes we wish we could go back to those times when we were carefree and thought that life was nothing but just a big playground where we are free to run, laugh, cry and get hurt.
Those were the moments of innocence. The moments of simple life.
But those moments were long gone. Life changes.
Our pains could no longer be cured by a band aid nor by a lollipop. We shed tears and cry our selves to sleep hoping things will be better when we wake up.
We meet people along the way.
Meet new friends and even lose the old ones. How sad but it's true. But if we're going to think about it, we know that deep down inside we haven't truly lose them... they are just there waiting for the moment when our paths will cross again.
We meet new love somewhere down the road. We got this feeling of happiness and heartaches. We embraced the love that we found and cried for broken promises.
Well, life still goes on with the hope that tomorrow we might find real love. We still hold on to what we believe and what our hearts feel.
Everyday may not be a piece of cake but we never surrender.
Who knows tomorrow might be a better one...
Until then, I'll live my life. Maybe tomorrow you'll be there waiting for me too...

If you wanna be my friend
You want us to get along
Please do not expect me to
Wrap it up and keep it there
The observation I am doing could
Easily be understood
As cynical demeanour
But one of us misread...
And what do you know
It happened again

A friend is not a means
You utilize to get somewhere
Somehow
I didn't notice
friendship is an end
What do you know
It happened
again

How come no-one told me
All throughout history
The loneliest people
Were the ones who always spoke the truth
The ones who made a difference
By withstanding the indifference
I guess it's up to me now
Should I take that risk or just smile?

What do you know
It happened again
What do you know