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Saturday,May 9 2009, 03:45:01 PMBeat?

He lies on the ground. Motionless. Beat. Gusty winds sweep the sand across his face. The sun's rays blaze upon him. Everything around him starts fading away in the intense heat. Perhaps evaporating. Maybe this is what will happen to him. He'll fade away, just like the rest.

He tries to stand up. He can't. He's beat. He thinks he needs help. Perhaps someone would just come around and help him stand. He just waits for that to happen.

He can see someone approaching. At last, some help. He gathers all his energy and extends his hand. But no hand holds his in return. The person comes and simply walks by. He loses all hope and his hand falls back to the ground. He lies there, still.

All hope's lost. The heat's growing intense. He is going to fade away just like the rest. He closes his eyes. He can see nothing but darkness. But within that darkness, he can see some light. Memories flash in front of his closed eyes.

Enter realization. He was living on baseless hopes. There is no help, no care. You make yourself, you shape yourself.

And suddenly, there is an adrenaline rush. He can feel the energy. He tries to get up. He fails and falls. He tries again and stands up. He wipes the sand of his face and starts walking. Gradually, he increases his pace. He starts running. Faster than he ever had. And then, he smiles. Because he isn't beat anymore. But in fact, he's beat himself.

Thursday,Apr 30 2009, 07:00:38 AMTo some place else.Anywhere.Again.

Somewhere between running after something for so long, that you feel the need to run away from the chase, and actually beginning to run away, you realise that things are only getting worse.
The only thing you can think of is how far you've got. And the moment you turn back to measure the distance you've crossed, that distance vanishes and you have to start the run all over again.

Every song, every street, every phrase reminds you of the very thing you're escaping. Much, though you may be trying to run from its grasp, the more you concentrate on running ...

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Thursday,Apr 30 2009, 06:58:32 AMChange????

Just returned from the terrace. It’s an awesome place to be at especially when you’re feeling like shit. Or you’re feeling nothing it all. It’s a great place to be at nevertheless. Sitting on the water tank, having nothing to do. Gazing at the sky, birds flying freely around. Watching the sunset. Trying to figure out the number of shades of orange you see there. Watching the trees sway around. Wishing you could go and live in some forest for the rest of your life. Live like Tarzan, hope your Jane would come around some day. It’s the only place ...

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11/14/2009 11:26 AMfriendship is love

keneobiozo
kene 38, United States
Hi,
Really love us to be friends, chat more often and get to know each other better(probably hook-up some day).
I like your profile and I feel you can be a friend cos we have so many things in common.
My name is kene, I’m straight. you can also email me through Kene.obiozo@yahoo.com. Or call me on 08033131896 or (+234 0803 3131895) .Will really love to hear from you ok…kene.

8/7/2009 1:36 AMprincess

youngemperor
Emperor 24, Abuja, Nigeria
is good to have u in the winning team.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,BLUES 4 LIFE,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,To live and Die a BLUES...............kelvidone@yahoo.com....................u are beautiful my princess

5/9/2009 7:49 PMhello

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omar 33, Nablus, Palestine
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5/9/2009 7:48 PMhello

wwwzayed
omar 33, Nablus, Palestine
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How are you
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5/8/2009 7:17 PM:) hi buddy,,

ronastyn
PonmarimuthuVerified Zorpian 25, Madurai, India
This is ronastyn ,
shall we have a chat ?
and let me know each other ,,
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