Saturday,Nov 7 2009, 06:58:59 PMgoals for my life, parents be proud of me

I want to be successful for myself. not for mom and not for dad but for myself. I want to find happiness my own way ^^. I want to date a guy I like and that I know its right for me and not for my parents to decide if he is a good person but, only base him off of skin color <_<. I wish to finish my university studies with the guy who makes me happy, afterwards get married and start to live my life. but not as mom ways, or dad ways.... but my way.

it may sound selfish towards them, but they are not living my life and I am tired of always being in crappy situations or trying to please them all day and everyday. so for once I will break this circle of failures and try my circle of happiness ^^

lol I love freedom to do what you want, when you wat to , and how you want to ^^

it may sound like a rebellious teenager but Its different in many ways I only strive for what I know would make me happy.  I only ask for some freedom.

I won't let you down, I know I'm smart to know what is right and what is wrong.... one day you guys will see this journal and maybe be a little bit pissed but hopefully BOTH of you can get along and one day can be happy.

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