ONE DAY U WILL ALSO CRY FOR ME................


Do you remember all the times
When you would come to me in tears
Do you remember all the silly rhymes
I would say to hear your laughter cheer

All those many moments on only you
Where I gave you what you wanted,
But what I want you haven't a clue
You were pleased to get what you wanted

Did you not love me
The way that I loved you,
Could you just not see
Didn't you have just one clue

So now that I've come to grips
I simply must say,
When you cry do not expect my lips
To kiss the pain away


When your sad and blue
Don't turn to look behind,
For I will no longer be there behind you
To make the sun come out and shine

What you do un to others
Is what others do to you,
This feel of emotion makes me shudder
So I'll unleash it all upon you


I have but one last thing to say
And these are the words that will let it be,
Let it be what it was from the very first day,
When your tears are falling,Now Don't Cry For Me =)

THIS IS THE PAIN OF MY LIFE...TRUE PAIN

WRITTEN BY

  TIMIR

Their are certain things that need to be dealt with in person. If you are thinking a certain way, that is your thinking and I certainly cannot mould it, u have the right to think anyway you want give the circumstances, it is very human and i have experienced it as well. Coming to "things" given undercover, I am not a believer in that, I do everything in open, I do not have dual standards in any areas of my life. I do what i feel right and dont do what i feel wrong vibes with. I dont do anything for getting "recognized" , i dont do it for the "recognition" . I do what i do...sometimes i have my reasons..sometimes i dont...and when i do it....i dont think that someone will feel good or unhappy about my actions. As long as i know i am doing for all the right reasons and they wont fatally wound someone, i really do not care. I do not like explaining my actions but i am happy to talk about them. If u understand and look from where i come from, u will more than likely agree with me and find them justifiable. But if u fail to see where i come from or what prompts me to do what i do...then u will never understand and if u do not understand ...then the least i can do is... explain them to you...and even after that it does not make any sense, i will apologize to you for the unintentional hurt it caused you. But i wont take or step back from what i did, because i dont do it to "PLEASE" anyone because...i have learned the two sayings that fit or blend perfectly in this ever so imperfect universe...there is always room for more- everything u ever do is always less. -SO..that is one. the second one is- No one will be fully pleased with you in your entire life because of the former. Expectations can never be met. So, I acknowledge and follow those rules. Also, love is another thing that you feel for that person. When I do certain things I do it out of love ...my love for that particular person ...not for their love for me....because I know...my love is way stronger and loyal when compared to theirs. I can love a person more than they can ever love me. I am the giver kind but hey ho! i am not blind. I see everything but i wish to spectate silently. I know when i am being taken advantaged of.....for the person who is doing it... its his or hers deed, not mine. I do whatever i can for that person knowing it wil never be acknowledged or never be counted but again its the love that speaks for itself. I have a very restless, distracted, i dont know what i am doing kind of outlook...but again what you see can be deceiving......i dont have to tell you what kind of a person...i am...what i became and then how i returned...and became to who i am right now....but just remember...i am a very diffrent soul. I am also the worst critic of myself. I am my own enemy. I am harsh towards myself. Also, i will never accept any credit for something i have not done. Not cuz, it doesnt feel good, but cuz, i can never keep something that is not rightfully mine.I have a clean conscience and my priorities in life are very different !!!Again, i would sacrifice my everything ...even if it was to save my enemy. I am made that way. I am forgiving towards other...not toward thy self but the only thing i cant do is "forget".Everything stays with me...and reminds me or actions done...so it keeps evrything fresh. Knowing you would still complain about me....i would still do what i can...in reality is a really hard task to do, but i do it anyway cuz...i am TIMIR.i am one of my own kind. rest....you will only know if u wish to discover or wish to see. But if you only wish to see the microscopic aspect....u are missng a great deal...cuz you will fail to see the big picture...!