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  ♥Nani♠
  BER, 3 letter word, short and sweet, how could I stop short just by saying a few sentences about you. I just happen to have this time at the moment and just gonna type what I think I feel about this wonderful gal. The first time we met, we just clicked! She is just one of a kind, someone who knows how to have fun, unpredictable yet intriguing, adorable to the max, beautiful in and out with an interesting personality to boot, she cares to offer her ears to listen, her hugs which are just sooo comforting, her smiles which just make ones persons blues away, shes overall a great person. Her care and concern and her utter love for her friends around her justifies how awesome a friend she is. I SERIOUSLY LOVE HER! to have met her in person and having forge a friendship with her is something i will treasure most for the rest of my life. Im just as privileged to be able to caked her, chocolated her, k box-ed her, gotham-ed her, tequila-ed her, vodka-ed her, bourboun-ed her and i think many more to come..fun times fun times! 2 weeks! But above all, I know she would love to be love for who she is and there would be someone out there who someday will sweep her off her feet. Thank you for being who you are and for being that manja gal!LOVE YOU TO PIECES AND PIECES
  YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY RED ROOM!!
  Yours, sugar sugar! mwah
  
  Here goes... another continuation...
  when i say many many more to come..indeed there was and there will be too in future..we do things together..excursions..dinner-ing and even went on holidays together aka "honeymooning" lol and was just back from one too..we were PHUKET-ed..I have the most fun with her..seriously I am blessed to have her as my bestfriend, someone who i can turn to at needed times, from my most crappy times and my most saddest times..to my joyous times and my craziest times...she will always have her way to brighten up my days..trust me Bernice is a friend that shines brightest among the many shining diamonds around.. YOU ROCK AND YOU RULE!
  you are one of my most treasured friend! *tight hugs*
  I HEART YOU! *910 soon :D
  mwah
  19th August '08
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  Kurt
  Gf, That is what exactly I use to call her, when I met her in Zorpia! than berry and than now finally Bernice She use to visit my page and never leave comments! Cause she use to have those so called blonde moments :P ! I use to go back to her page and bug her for now commenting!! We started talking in zorpia for a time as we use to like the same movie same couch…xD.!! She was single the time I met her!! But now she is doubled lol:P I m happy that she found the boi she always was looking for!! I have talked to this girl in her most happiest, sad ,pain, sorrow, naughty moods… but she never changes the way she shows herself!! She is one little girl but tries to hide all her pain within her!! She knows I got a huge crush on her all the time! But well as me being mysterious we didn’t go together :P! *drama* lol!! She is one girl who can make u smile in no moments even if ur in the grief of god knows what.. the way she talks to u! u just feel her with u that same very time! She is the bestest of friends any one can ever ask for ! I've always admired, envied, her wonderful set-up. Talk about pampered friends: HERS ARE! Her cages are like little Santa houses, not that they are small, LORD NO. but they DO have everything a buddy could ever want or hope. Its so easy to see why she raises such palz! She takes such excellent care of her friends, and she handles them so well, and they love it.She ADORES Life!I loved the affection that she gave me, which included all of the care instructions and details on how to care and love friends without any selfish motive. She Loves to Talk About Life though she knows its confusing for her. I m sure she would have surpassed anyone at her age. She is a Combination of Love, Life & Friendship. She Knows Exactly when she is needed. She talks more a lot MORE but still she talks SENSE and its hard for a person to do tht. I m honored tht i know her and i m a friend of her! We don’t talk this days more! But I miss the movie the couch the popcorn and sure the sandwich which u gonna make for me someday.. I tried to visit her but was scared so left back on her b’day! O.o not to forget she has the most cute voice I ever heard! And all know Bernice is the cutest babe around in here!! And not to forget she is a cam W*ore lol..xD!! And She has got amazing hairs! and amazing Voice!! i talked to her on the phone :D and she says "la" and melts meh heart!! Just wanna say that u are always in meh prayers and I love u for what u are and always will! Be safe always! And u know I m gonna be always around when u need me!! Love Z
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  Stefan
  You Rock!
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  忍者
  my serbian princess!
  i'm very lucky to have you as a friend. you are my princess, my sunshine, my PEI QI :)
  you are something special, god broke the mold after he created you.
  i'm not good with words, so i'll make it simple, BERNICE ROCKS!!!
  you always make me smile and happy and just for the record, i would do anything for you!!! i hope i can meet you some day, my pei qi :):):)
  
  我爱你!

Saturday,Apr 4 2009, 10:35:09 AMThoughts these days

Before bringing my head loaded with problems out for birthday dinner, i thought why not write a journal. The past weeks had been nothing but traumas. It was more painful that I'd thought I would feel, to be so affected by someone and not be able to do anything about it. 

I dont know how much I'm willing to publicly write about my feelings here. I'm the kinda person that dislike sharing my sorrows. When I do share, im always putting up a strong front at the same time. Over the phone last night, im thankful for that person who listened to my crap and cries. im sorry to bug you so much.

So im in love with a person that I would do anything for him. Ive straighten up my mind to go all out for him. Sometimes I just wonder if he's the one for me. So much pain had been caused my mood swings' crazier than any weather in the world. I cant seem to keep up with myself anymore.

I am so lost in this relationship at times, the sudden outburst from people I love just gets me all the time. If only he knew my love for him is genuine from the start.

*Disappointment is what I dislike most in my life. It just keep haunting me, crap. 

I just love this song:

Now we are together, sitting outside in the sunshine
But soon we'll be apart and soon it'll be night at noon
Now things are fine, the clouds are far away up in the sky
But soon I'll be on a plane and soon you'll feel the cold rain

You promised to stay in touch when we're apart
You promised before i left that you'll always love me.
Time goes by, people cry, everything goes too fast.
Now we have each other enjoying each moment with one another
But soon I'll be miles away and soon the phone will be our only way

You promised we'll never break up over the telephone
You said our love was stronger than an ocean apart
Time goes by and people lie, everything goes too fast.

Let's not fool ourselves in vain, this far away trip will give us pain
We'll have to be so strong to keep our love from going wrong
Distance will make us cold, even put our love on hold
But soon we'll meet again and soon it'll be bright at noon again

You promised not to loose faith in our love when i'm away
You promised so much to me but now you've left me
We go by and then we lie all this time we wasted
Time goes by, people lie everything goes too fast.

Time went by, and then we died, everything went too fast.

Still waiting for the solution to make us stronger and happier like before. 

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