Now I knew what's called love. Everyone may think love is sweet. May be once. Sometimes , love is bitter.

I loved a person. May be that's just seemed that I loved. I don't know exactly.

I said wrong words. I have no brave to face love. I try to avoid my heart beat. But I just did many wrong things again and again.

And He tried to break my heart.

I lost my boy-friend, I lost my true friends and I lost everything.

Now I can handle my mind.

I won't blame him for life.

I can love him with my pure heart now and forever, but It's just a platonic love not a sexual love.

Marriage is dependent on responsibility.
 

my actor , actr...

On a day , I've typed some words for you.

Not too far, I was crazy for you.

I dreamt you very often and I miss your style.

Then I know that I love you.

But I know is impossible and

What I've done is hiding away from you.

You may be angry about some cases

but please don't hate me without reason.

I'm just only a childish unexperienced gal

and you shouldn't treat me like that.

The above sentences were said by a gal who is very miserable. She is fond of a smart boy and give that msg in a plain way. But the other side looked down upon her and treated her as a funny thing. She knew her life is lack of good things and don't wanna mess up with the boy she liked.

So She let him away and just contact him in dreams. In the real world He hated her and she can never see his smile on.

This is just a story?

my actor , actr...

You may be sad when you realize that the one you love is loving anyelse.

You may think that you can forget the one you love.

The one love you is always around your side.

The one you love is always make you upset.

You will go on your love though you have to cry.

The one love you will always love you don't mind to cry.

Can't be the one you love , can be the one to love ,

you will be a patient one.

Can't be the one to love, can be the one be loved,

you may be a selfish one.

I don't mind , love is blind

because you aren't mine.