Friday,Nov 6 2009, 02:37:36 AMtears of leaving

       While packing my things to be ready to my flight on tuesday , i heard my mom and little sister talking in the other room. they both crying . saying dont show your sister our tears. she dont need to be sad in canada. she will do this of all of us. my heart was touched and i cant help my tears for fall. i didnt know they are sad , i didnt know its so hard for them. i didnt know that deep inside of their smile there is sadness in it. that night i cant sleep. that tears makes me sad this will be the firstime i will be gone for 2 years. in my job in tokyo i can go back home every 3 months. but this time its 2 long years w/o them.

       my mind is changing of going there but when i wake up to my nap i decided to sacrifice for them. i can take the loneliness w/o them. i will do this for them. they are expecting too much from me. they counting everyday that im with them. kissing me, hugging me tight unexpectedly. makes my tears fall w/o knowing it..so sad.. to leave someone you love. so sad to change the life you used to. so painful to say goodbye.

       i wish god give me strenght to the time of my flight. i wish my tears can stop to that moment. i wish they can go with me in canada. im gonna miss them so much...god bless my family....i love you mom sisters. i will be with you all the time.

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